its a wonder what 3 weeks can do to u. (What abt 4 mths eh chia ehrn?)
u feel out-sync with the people here.
Everything feels either too expensive or gives a rip-off feeling.
You don't feel the way least charitable now u know there are worst off people then even singapore's misfortunate.
Everybody is just busy looking at new clothes or having a new makeover.
Worst off, u find urself wanting to go back.
Blue city? try reality check...
"Be thankful for what you have lest you could be borned without them"
Alvin Foong
22.12.04
20.12.04
i realised i am a grey person..i do not have any persona watsoever, my life is a dull piece of b/w painting that is done on cheap newsprint. The same HB pencil that started shading 18 years ago is still shading and will continue shading till either the canvas is full or it just runs out of lead. Its hard to see the future as even the present looks bleak with more b/w events to come. Is it tt hard to add colour?
All i see myself doing week after week is just a same mould...the same "weekly" events that paste itself over and over again..i am crying out for sumthing new! I know i must go and get it myself. But the trouble is...i just dun haf the willingness to!
I do have a bright purple crayon by my side. But i just dunch know how to use it! call me stupid..or wateva~ Maybe i am just too stubborn to learn new things but its just that whenever i wanna do sumting, i just lack the heart to continue it! Could the purple crayon help? Its been helping but i am very afraid it might run thin...
I need entertainment in my life. Having a "working com" only with no watsoever games isnt helping at home. I am sick and tired of my com breaking down on me. I am sick of being cashless. I am bored of home, i am bored of town, i am bored of going out to the same places and doing the same things week after week. Blogging aint gonna help but i guess its the only avenue. Even sch which is reopening tml dont appeal anymore. I think i am going thru a phase that i might shun everything and just rot at home. I desire nothing less then...well..interest?
Fuck it. Lets go rob a bank.
16.12.04
mm..past 3 weeks has been a twirl..Losing track of time as a result of a "no-batt" watch on day 1..lolx..am at darl's hse now to bring her to see the docs..poor lass is still sick from thailand..shall blog abt thailand tonight..dun feel "writish" now..heh..a new change! sumthing more simple...less girly..haha! though hard to see...
23.11.04
22.11.04
well..these days are just filled with boredom..even the mere task of blogging needs lots of persuasion from oneself...i need a new life. i need new people. i need a new country. yes i do dream of New Zealand where the hobbits roam with the sheep and the Ents do white water roughing...i do long for the fresh air that a mountain can only have..Korea was not good enough....An asian mountain will not do! A european one...Ah..now we are talking..lol...haha nt bias but its just all that rich history behind them...u see the differencE??
well..i will be leaving on wed..for 3 weeks..wont expect anione to miss me though...
Its been difficult to lets say...keep a fire going? u can never complete effectively shield a OPEN fire nw can u? even if u keep adding wood candles and starters...the wind just leaks thru and starts blowing at it..it may come suddenly, or it comes gradually..but the flame will and would be blown out. maybe moderation would do the trick...a little wood at a time..but slowly increasing with duration...strong perodic waves of the paper plate would do gd too...
i am sorry for not being *sparkling* flame u wished for..
Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.
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15.11.04
Well..dust really seemed to have settled on every square inch of this blog hasnt it..well..i guess i just seem to have gone of the unbeaten track to do other things rather then mundane task. haha..yes people, i am goin to thailand for a YEP trip..It means = CIP lolx...3 wks in all..hmm..planning aint going that smoothly though, due to the muddled-head teacher in charge and a all-too-slow assistant teacher..haha..shant be that bad..but they are nice people..we shall see..
situation there sure is getting out of hand eh? i must remember to "duck" over there...anything loud happens? i just lie straight down..being so tall and all..*shakes head*
To address the issue or problem with moi darlink told me not to(:P), i decided that i really want to make this work! i have never been so happy in my life! and i am not just going to give it up just lidat. An active participant i shall be for ur life and i hope it would be vice versa..;)
~When one's computer is down, u just run out of things to do~
Alvin Foong
10.11.04
There can only be one way. Irregardless of the shortcomings and idealogies of a incredible amount of people-generators. Single-serving friends this people are. For to achieve that singleway of doing it is a sole job. No amount of assistance will enable the prioperiator to do the job that can be only finished by himself, oneself and no one else.
the task at hand, ladies and gentlemen, is not about doing it nor is it about thinking about doing it. Whereas,
completion is what the true meaning is about. The way it is executed, the way about howit is done. These factors can never be emulated by anione else as the doer always has his own flair of gutting the fish.
weird...and u thought i would be thinking of spending time with my girlfriend....
17.10.04
after a long absence...i think its only appropriate...I AM BACK! hax...pardon me if wat u keep seeing was the same ol` msg over and over again.. Been jus too busy finishing up assignments and all? BUt partly too cos my com was down, fixed and having trouble AGAIN...sighz...am i relegated to only win98?? lol...
Few people i want to thank for the past 2 wks...
No.1 THe PrESident of KOREa!!! (cat high boys wld noe..;)) TT fat shit has been helping me so much...gosh...gotta go over and eat kim chi alreadi man...i owe u fat ooi....really...really thank you!
No.2 DARlinK! thnx for being there? guess i can get really pissy when i am tired..u now noe y they say couples cant work together...hahah...but hey! we managed to pull it off! hax...and dun worrie bout the web...at least a B lar ya?? :)
Goin out with moi DarLink tml...i have no idea why i am still not slping...maybe cos its been so long since i have gone out with her only...sighz...maybe SCDS might be of help? hahaha...
well..studio proj starting tml...its gonna be hell man..at least i got my 2 kopitiam chairs from Ji xing's mum...hey shin~ help me say thnx again! shall collect it sumtime nxt wk?? ya... i hafta build a 1940s era living room set..or just an old living room wld suffice....would any of u guys have anithing tt i cld borrow?? i just need it for 1 day..everything would be returned in pristine condition...msg me on the tag board if u cld help me? thnx....
shant talk more..lest i cant wake up tml...
oh ya..warhammer3000 is one heck of a kewl game!
27.9.04
up to my ears with work! Having to go for shoots and piaing work at night...Trying to cut down on games now...*slapping oneself*
u just feel so tired all of a sudden. Everything dies along with u. There is no more wind. Sound is nonexistant. Even what you see starts to be something else. You know you need rest but the nagging deadline just pounds your will to submission. So you just slump in your chair, working aimlessly with no electrons flowing through whatsoever in your brain. You just want to close your eyes and dream of the most beautiful things that your mind can only dream of while slping. How you long for something so essential as sleep but yet always rejecting it in the face of greater things.
We are slaves to work.
16.9.04
have u ever got the feeling of being 1 fucked up idiot?? well...i had tt feeling a few days back...i lost my soccer shoes guys..including bag...left it on the bus...........it was the classic moment of realising u left sumthing on the bus after it left...after frantic asking of num frm the other bus driver(almost made him crash into a cab cos he was talking to me and the bus just drifted off into another lane) and 1230am calling of centers...OBVIOUSLY noone gave it in to the centers.....i am sad...really sad........
the last final super weightage uber important cant stress enough work is finally here..no more "rest" animore..gotta get 'em brain juices working again no doubt..
Realised i am attached for 3 mths..HaHa..suprised? nah...elation comes to mind..Oh~ happy day ~ oh happy day ~
The Lost Soul
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5.9.04
whoo..looking at another late night of work...todae's item?? Ma~ script! ha..yes ppl..i get to do scripts...taking a story and making it into a picture? ha..anybody whus story is so fantastically gd cld give me a ring and we cld make the arrangements u noe..*raises eyebrows*
sighz..1 wk hols was truly 1 wk hols...lol..fun had,
flown had time,
done not work! *backwards*
and ppl are asking to go out tml....blerhs...starting to save money from this wk onwards...onward to a betta future with ma darlink! heh..i guess its gnna be long? lets just see hw things work out aye? ;)
ah yea..abt the girlish blogskin?? was the only decent one lar.. got so tired looking thru a million a one..just plonked this 1 straight down...dont expect anymore fanciful stuff then the last..just dont hav the plain freaking time!
lol! guess its time to buck up on sex!
2.9.04
3.00pm...still no work even started..i am so dead...just tt todae's weather suxs big time....haha..hot and unworkable..worse still..rain is coming....haha! sorie guys..havent blogged for awhile..just kinda busy or just didnt feel like blogging at times...
changed template! stockstash pics were giving me too much trouble...poo..dont even feel like toking...and i gotta do my script! sighz...
28.8.04
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! sch's over! a 1 wk of hols! whoohoo!
well..first 3 days have been planned...stayover at eastcoast, then movie screening at tues and bbq on wed...but the suckiest thing alive is tt i hav assignments to handup directly after hols...so means late nights? bummer~
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23.8.04
isnt it irritating when u noe u gotta slp but u just dont wanna?? tts hw i am feeling right now...the dull aching pain..my throbing head..my bruise tt is constantly on fire everytime i lean on my left hip..my strained bloodshot eyes..stiffen-at-the-joint fingers.. the blurry and hazy vision..but i can still hear birds chirping at the distance...am i hearing things?? no wait.."cast eyes at clock" its 6.00pm
Nw i know y....
Ying's place was neat....done up pretty nicely for a HDB..and its near my gal's place to boot! lol..hsewarming was nice..with great food and all...
ANother gal's place: Chloe
tt hse has the words "bali" "batik" and lastly "designer" its like a showroom hse where u can seat and all but can never live in knowing that trying to maintain tt chic and elegant look...lol..but nevertheless..1 cool place...*thumbs up for money well-spent*
well..todae's the first time i forsook a meal to do work....har har..Dinner was only 3 strawberries, 4 mashmellows, choc wafers and a glass of milk....lasted me thru the night huh...gosh i am hungry nw...
sighz...when u are dead tired u can go rambling on huh...haha
i HATE presents....i think half my cash hav been goin to gifts or presents of sum kind...worse of all..i still owe PRESENT money.........>.<
God..i can hear sch buses driving arund downstairs and alarm clocks goin off....
time for me to slp......haha!
19.8.04
Loving her
felt like the wind tt caresses my face.
Loving her
felt like the cool sensation tt mud gave me when i stepped in it.
Loving her
felt like the warmness that warm water feels when i are enfulged by it.
Loving her
felt like the tingling sensation that erupts in i everytime i eat ice cream.
Loving her
felt like the almost pure escatasic feeling that i get when i swirl ur hands within tiny styrofoam balls.
Loving her
felt like when i am standing on the face of the mountain where its beauty just overcomes me.
Loving her
felt like the smoothness everytime i felt the fabric of a silk blanket.
Loving her
felt like watching a rainbow after a rainy day.
Loving her
felt like the time when i saw the first toy i played with when i was 18.
Loving her
felt like the sea spray which just rejuvenates u whenever it splashes on ur face.
Loving her
felt like hearing the childish laughter from a lil` kid knowing i will never laugh like that anymore.
Loving her
felt like falling in love again.
Loving her
felt like everything in this world did not matter anymore.
Loving her
felt like everything nice and no things bad.
Loving her
felt like the BEST thing that can happen to me.
i love you...
15.8.04
well..i got gd news! and sum bad ones..lol
the gd news is..i patched back with my mon rachel chéri ! je t'aime rachel!
:) cant stop smiling...hee!
bad news is...swamped with work which as pain as the slap i gave myself to stay awake...hai......HOW! many moons come..........SCREwwwwwwwww web design! causing so much pain and misery!
9.8.04
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY S'PORE!!!!!! and to DPM Lee Hisen Loong...ha...our very own cat high boy....salute...salute...lol
nt gonna say much todae...just tt the morning was kinda pissy cos i got kicked up to eat breakfast and i slept pretty late last nite......
sch wrk sucks....TV graphics SUCK......and worse still..i havent even started on my html!!!!!!!!
i am so DEAD........>.<
1.8.04
its been a long time....reallie missed those feelings and company.....sighz....but i experienced it all over again...and boy was it good..:)
gosh..town was eye-opening man....almost every gal was in skin-hugging, cleavage-showing, ass-tightening, uber short minis, skin-aplentiful outfits todae.....gdness! nt tt i was reallie looking or wat but they were all over the place...lil XMM(xiao mei mei), XJJ(xiao jie jie= jc/poly) and the uni chicks were all out in force.....*radio cracks* we got one hell of an infestation over here! haha....no disrespect watsoeva...
i am so damn shagged nw....haf no idea y i am so tired...maybe its cos of the flu...yes ppl...walking round town with a leaky nose....hw uncool is tt.....lol
one more thing.....NEL mrt stations SUCK.....they bloody hell hav NO dustbins watsoeva when u step into the control station....i mean like...wat the hell?? not even 1 single pathetic dustbin?? had a gd mind to just throw my "full of brain liquid" tissue all over the place......haha didnt in the end...."clean singapore" and the hefty 500 bucks comes into mind when u realise hw much CCTVS they got in the bloody train station......
shant tok animore...too tired to even do work tt was scheduled tonite.....bummer~
Laughter is the closest distance between two people. - Victor Borge
Category I - The Hub
You're a 'people person'. Networking runs in your
blood. Consequently, you can move through most
social circles with ease.
What Type of Social Entity are You?
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25.7.04
mm...a day spent at PS...actually bout 8 hrs? hah...to conclude: 2 whopper meals, 1 "i-robot" movie (nt bad movie actually..go catch it guys! pretty cool..will smith aint tt bad after all..) ten bucks of borrowed cash on arcade.....haha..a "guy" day out...concentrated entertainment, loads and lots of bullshit and mindless toking and loads of money burned....dun noe abt u gals though...haha...
i need to talk..the cloud tt has shrouded my sight and judgement has been needling me for some time...i need a light to show me the way..."piaa piaa headlights guys? lol" wandering lost chap i am...just walking down the path tt my feelings lead me too...when the first gun just fired...all tt rational thinking and gung-ho bullshit just went out of the window..many a times help ppl i had...maybe its time for the other way round? i wish this nt be a misery for happier times had been shared in the past....but to indulge in self-happiness where ethics are in questions...raises an eyebrow doesnt it? 0_o
to love is to hate...so which is correct? for both are inter-linked and involve strong emotions and feelings....which just leaves the nut confused and lost...
irritating isnt it? at times i wonder why i think so much...then it all comes rushing to my head like a "swoosh" of a rocket (lol melodramatic) or maybe just like a blink of an eye...i do think in images...yes ppl...pictures and images like a photo album float frequently in my head...hmm..maybe tts y i can only remember faces...lol..and to think i hav such a small head...haha...
well..i like to thank the ppl tt helped me up on my own 2 feet with no less amt of dust on me ready to be dusted off...
first of..thnks so much my lil sis! ya been a great listener with advice being thrown at me to boot...(at times literally..haha)...nv knew u cld be this great lady underneath tt quirkyness in u...u sure are unique with all tt crazy childhood and mad thoughts.... dunch noe wat i wld do if u werent around to defuse the situation..or maybe its becos ya just like me..we shld all go be police mediators...lolx
secondly..the chaps and babes of ohana...u guys just dunt noe hw to stop showing concern nw cldnt u?? haha...its ppl like u guys tt i will always hav a safety net to fall on, a human arm bridge when i fall backwards from a table..hax...i dunch noe where i stand within this family..but i know one thing's right...tt i belong in the family...tts gd enough..;)
thirdly..well..there isnt realie anibody in mind lar...so yea..i wld just credit it to ani other ppl tt helped me in a way or another....
so yea..here i come to the end of my prize acceptence speech...thnkew all for listening and wld u pls exit the premises cos...cos...well its over isnt it???
19.7.04
Late Goodbye
in our headlights, staring, bleak, beer cans, deer's eyes
on the asphalt underneath, our crushed plans and my lies
lonely street signs, powerlines, they keep on flashing, flashing by
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye
your breath hot upon my cheek, and we crossed, that line
you made me strong when I was feeling weak, and we crossed, that one time
screaming stop signs, staring wild eyes, keep on flashing, flashing by
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye
the devil grins from ear to ear when he sees the hand he's dealt us
points at your flaming hair, and then we're playing hide and seek
I can't breathe easy here, less our trail's gone cold behind us
till' in the john mirror you stare at yourself grown old and weak
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye...
by: poets of the fall
reallie nice song...taken off the max payne2 game...haha..
17.7.04
Well...just saw the fireworks for ndp preview...yes my hse is able to see them........haha..and yes..every year wld be a free fireworks show 3 times....F-16 afterburners cld be heard and felt as well...hax...
i reallie need a cca...squash? or maybe guitar club...lol....oh wait...its starting again!
pretty things fireworks...although we dont hav stuff like a dragon-formed firework flying down or sumthing(think lotr)...those bright colourful balls of light sure are nice........i do like the "rain-like" ones.....my fav! hehx...
well..everything has been cleared up...still best of frens we are......scold me..say i am stupid for nt letting go.....wateva~
i am fine with the way things are apparently.....and john? i am glad she finally saw light in ur relationship....compromise is between 2 ppl...not 1...just remember tt and u wld do fine.....;)
8 o'clock on a sat evening...and where i am? at home......-_-
i just realised i lead a pretty darn boring life......i need a new obession tt wld keep me busy for the wkends.....ani ideaS? haha......
Cougar/Mountain Lion/Puma ~ The Puma spirit
represents power, grace and stealth in
darkness, but its real power lies in the
silence of its eerie, unblinking stare that
seems to bore deep into one's soul. This
teaching can help us to discover the benefits
of concentration, deep contemplation and
prayer. As we peer into the darkness of the
unknown to feel its power, we can be guided by
our puma friend to the light on the other side.
The puma is extremely quiet during the hunt.
It knows when to be invisible and when to make
its awesome presence known. Silence is its
sword and power. Silence is highly respected
among American Indians and is seen as a holy
state of consciousness as we quietly behold the
grace and glory of the Creator. It is said
that silence speaks words of the Great Mystery.
When the student is ready, the puma teacher may
bring knowledge of this powerful medicine.Cougar/Mountain Lion/Puma's Wisdom Includes:
Using leadership power wisely and without ego
Balancing power, intention, strength
Gaining self-confidence
Freedom from guilt
Cunning
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12.7.04
its the 2nd week of sch...so far so gd i must say..though glimspes of assignments are just beyond the horizon....bummer~ there goes my hol mood....
its been a week since its over...conflicting issues i am facing inside...part of me is still close..but the other part keeps questioning my actions...(me thinking: "since its over..wat for?") but being me..(cld nv hurt anione)
well..as ppl tell me.."i am still young"...haha..then y does a small ache appear from time to time?? y do i cry out silently inside? why does a part of me feel so empty inside...like the spark just went fizzz.....*shrugs*
part of life? try unforseen circumstances and choices.....situations tt i cant even control regardless of how much pleads and persuasion tt i pour out...it was as if the die was cast and all was needed was a loudhailer...3/4 of me wanted to fight...fight like i nv did before...to keep hacking and slashing till i reach my goal...my goal of reunification....but a small but never-leaving feeling always tell me tt its senseless...even if i wanted so much to fight..the other party wld nt like it....
Y isit tt i am always thinking abt the other DAMNM ppl!!! fuck fuck fuck!
The absence of love is the most abject pain.
-Herr Lipp
9.7.04
well..a walkthrough of the modules i am taking...lets start with Digi sound and video! tt class is so much bloody fun! as it suggest...editing sounds...adding echoes, vibras, extra pitches so tt it becomes a chipmunk voice! lol...shall hav fun in tt module i think...then we hav scriptwriting...yessir..scriptwriting..and guess wat! my teacher is the chap whu did PCK...UNDER ONE ROOF...WAR DIARYS..and all tt great but sumtimes mediacore tcs5 productions! amazing stuff tt guy...uber experience with over 20 yrs in tcs....as the guys wld call it..GOSU....lol..well..i am suppose to bring sumthing sentimental to class nxt wk...just dun noe wat to bring..i am nt the guy tt keeps stuff at home and just reminises abt them..mabbie i wld just bring a photo of my remote control car...or tt eagle my grandpa gave me...sorrie if i only have toys...i was a semi-spoilt child...having toys but nv new ones..ha...ah well..time to head down to popular and get my fav writing pen cos tts wat scriptwriting is abt! pilot G2! here i come!
well..wed was a day at the airport..haha...just finished soccer and met up with mok..and so we decided tt our dinner venue was at the airport..yes ppl...2 lonely guys went from yio chu kang to changi airport...via mrt of course...i never knew the airport was so much fun! i was like literally shown passageways and "TTFF"(touch touch feel feel) places at the viewing mall...did u know u cld walk thru the offices of the diff airlines from t1 to t2?? and the bloody corridor was just like the matrix where the keymaker had all the keys to the different doors....exactly the same...so many doors in one long corridor..hahaha...one of this days we will bring whuever is interested...
nv knew changi to be a nice place to go and destress...its so quiet and nice...just sit there and think through the night...tts of course if u dont freeze to death first...
oh yes! me and mok also thought of a script for me to do...haha...fast arent we?
well..its bout the aspiring sec3 gal whu helps out at her mum's stall at the airport cafeteria....lol...dun ask me...(we did see a ITE gal there though...helping out)
Well mok..i hope ur aspiring entreupeurner business plan does work! i would very much like to eat fish and chips wrapped in newspaper and with vineger sprinkled over it....the blokes whu went britain wld know this...its damn nice i tell u...
gosh..such a long entry..well..later's class at 1 is cinematography...i hope its fun...from the looks of things..everything is fun! looks like sch isnt tt bad after all...;)
8.7.04
6.7.04
Well...new semester..new sch year....finally year2 alreadi! so darn glad...no more a small lil` freshie..haha nw WE are in charge...muahaha...mm..entirely new stuff i am learning nw...stuff like TV graphics, sound editing, cinematography and scriptwriting...yes folks...its time to spin yarns and stories once again..so if u guys got ani great stories to tell...be it bullshit or real..jus fill me in yar?? and i might just make ur story into a production! isnt tt greaT?? though u gotta wait till like 15 wks later...haha...well i got 2 weeks b4 i write my first script..so guys? ani stories?? just tell me via messenger...;) my email is up there on the right...yeap..
well..we are sumwat closer after the breakup...seems like shes more free after nt being in a relationship cos it "weighs" her down and gives her social pressure...*shrugs* dont look at me! i am still trying to understand tt part...anihows...my feelings are still as strong...love u darl!
realised ohana has just been lowered undergrd with no noise made...its been ages since i seen ani of the ohanians...even the guys! where hav u all been? 0_o
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
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4.7.04
3.7.04
mmm....SDN ORIENTATION 2004 is officially over!!!!! it was soooo much fun!
all tt planning finally was finally realised and done out! felt soo appreciated and accomplished..and one more thing..my grp won the best CHEER!!! WHOOO...GRP 12 ROCKS!!!!!!!!! haha...comparing tt they were extremely quiet on the first dae??
i shouted and cajoled and buddied and threatened and never gave up and shouted EVEN more till voice was left with nuthing....but it was worth it in the end.....:D
took a cab home on fri nite with my fren...and the taxi driver was telling me abt my life...yes...with jus one glance at my actual face and the rest looking at me from the rear mirror....Amazing stuff reallie! told me tt i was patient..o_0, cld be bullied reallie badly and i wldnt get angry at all..told me tt my IQ was high and i shld be in a science course doing scientific research! i was like 0_0??? hax...mabbie its true i dunno...then he told me 2 things tt made me believe him...he touched tt i had a problem with one of my parents (which is true...mum..though he guessed "dad") and i suffer from "cold" illness...which is also true.....wonderful stuff man...jus looking at my face.....
it seems tt the offcial term "relationship" has just been erased outta my life....though relations with her are still as strong and vice-versa...constant "branding" is sumthing tt she doesnt like.....hw do i feel?? a tinge of sadness yet kinda happy for her...being the social butterfly tt she is...never resting on one flower.....i loved u...i still do..........
28.6.04
i just realised i cant make people laugh animore...i cant relate to ppl animore..i cant do anithing...left out? maybe...it isnt easy when u think u noe ppl but in the end u find out ya nt part of the inner "grp"....maybe its me..or them...i dun noe...frankly i dun reallie care now...given up trying i have....mabbie i shld just stop being friendly..stop talking to others..stop being me? hmm..cld tt work? just seat at the corner and get out when its over.....
Ying was right...i am glad we had tt conversation...thnx gal! (if ya reading this)...its nice to hear advice from sumone whu has so much experience...jus gives me a clearer picture of wat is goin on or making sense of wat i am doin...nt just mindlessly giving and never receiving....time would tell...i am an impaitient man by nature...and i am giving it the best i can....guess i hafta try harder?
y do ppl tell each other their flaw0s..but end up doin nuthing abt them? lamenting and complaining but nt helping themselves or for others?
like wat my camp instructor said: What for focus all your energy on brushing up your flaws when u cld devote more time to ur strengths??"
troubles~ troubles~ troubles~
27.6.04
hmm..feeling tired after soccer...todae is jus shagged dae...dunno y...sighz.....its been bout a wk since the incident happened...understanding as i may be..my fortitute might be runnning out after so long...but i will try..cos its in my very nature to try..i will give time...but i do hope my waiting will not be in vain...for i too have my own demons and voices to fight against from goin mad with crazy thoughts..bad thoughts....
so please hurry........
18.6.04
well...ogl reallie opened up my social circle i must sae...goin to sch nw isnt such a bore it used to be! haha...having fun but sian at the same time? kinda contradictary no?
bunch of designers working together...makes pretty gd results i sae! haha...work together we have...spirit and in body will we pull this through...
OC was nice...finally...marissa and ryan got together...:)
1 mth...been pretty short but gd..continue i will..for stronger it will grow to be...
i got 2 fcking huge blisters on my both soles, my right big toe is in pain again..(old injury) and i hav a slightly twisted left ankle...the cause? playing barefoot on basketball court...-_-
10.6.04
i never knew missing sumone cld be so painful...it gnaws at u...ur very drug tt u cling on so desperately when its around is gone...its as if everything suddenly has no meaning no more...the stuff u do on the com is distasteful..the ppl u hang out with just leaves u feeling disgusted...its like a veil has been put over ur face..shielding u from all things colourful...as i lie on bed tossing and turning...yearning for the very essence and body of the person..it grates my nerves to know i cant see her..cant touch her..cant even see her...knowledge isnt power....its a sharp jabbing reminder to the heart of the reality...
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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6.6.04
ahhh....nv realised the bed waz so soft till ytd...haha...
reached home after OGL camp and immediately slept from 3 to 9 this morning...
well..the camp waz a blast! crazy but good games were played, tensions were raised but everyone went home feeling happy and fun...ha..nv knew being an OGL waz so much fun...active in sch i will be..;)
ah yea! results are out! i got into film! heh...so happy i shouted out at the notice board..lol
well..its been a long time since i seen my peeps...and my gal...time to do sum catching up...
Magister Mundi sum!
"I am the Master of the Universe!"
You are full of yourself, but you're so cool you
probably deserve to be. Rock on.
Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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2.6.04
23.5.04
ok ok...wats love? i know a billion ppl have written over it, pondered over it, written thesis over the dang thing...so mabie i am the billion and 1 chap tt is trying to understand...hw do we distinguish love from affection or fondness? love is such a vague term to use actually...and the phrase "i love u"? it doesnt strike as deep as it used too huh...sum hw the impact has lessened with each passing century....
i would protect u to the ends of the world...i would never harm u (at least "try not to")...our lives have been intervined which such intensity yet with tt right amt of looseness which enables growth and strength.....i wouldnt noe how long the knot wld hold on but if it starts fraying..i hope we wld fix it together and build another knot....am i serious? i guess so...
16.5.04
well..todae waz shopping day...went suntec and secured myself a table lamp tt lights up my entire room and a new table....the current table i hav is juz a tad too low...waz getting irritated for awhile...but all gd things come with a prize.....i am sorrie dear! fer not being there and ya gotta go home alone...the worst part is i cant even visit u....geez...i waz prepared to go down jus to see u and ur folks were in.....feeling quite crappy tt i cant do aniting.....sighz.......tonight shall be a short night...juz dun feel like doin anithing....
well..yesterday waz a uneventful day...had dinner with mok and ken at bugis...had a good bowl of beef noodles behind parco in one of the alleys...aparently it waz sum famous restaurent which specialized in tt and it waz pretty gd....deserved the 6 bucks i must sae...after tt waz a sitting down at Bishan Olio Dome where my gal waz working.....stressful period for her...tt poor lass...Didnt do much xcept toking and downing our coffee while waiting for her to finish work....aparently the boss waz purposely keeping her back...dunno why..look at me..then at her...then ask her do more stuff....wat a bitch...had a gd mind to walk over and hav a gd tok with him....haha...
sat there for bout 2 hrs..had a gd chat with both of them...partly bout relationships partly bout mok's screwed up life...lolx...it can be settled man...ya juz gotta build tt bridge outta monotonousness...cheers our spiritual group leader! *grinz*
oh yea...had a couple of puffs thnx to the generousity of ken.....its nt tt bad reallie...with tt minty taste in ur mouth after u breathe out the smoke....dun get me wrong...i aint "hooked" yet or kanna "one puff and ya hooked" thingy...i wouldnt mind trying again though i gotta get the inhaling part correct to stop coughing...lol...
so the top 2 of "things i will try nt to do" has been done....way to go....
| statement | percentile |
| I enjoy antagonizing people. | 88% |
| I focus more on love and relationships than security or career. | 83% |
| I am rarely scared by loud noises. | 85.5% |
| I am the last to laugh at a joke. | 18% |
| I would rather please myself than others. | 14% |
| I am quick to understand things. | 12% |
11.5.04
well..it has gone gold...platinium...with the final approval being nodded all the while infront of me, a sense of relief washed over me like a pail of cold water splashed upon me...there isnt much difference realie...me being noobish abt stuff liddat...dun feel anithing "special" nor "extravagant"...am i reallie sure i want this? hmm..even the stars told me so..."saw a falling star" lolx...well..my frens hav been supportive and i thank u guys for tt...:)
10.5.04
ah...mother's day.....and yet i hav to receive even 5 mother's dae wishes yet......all the ungrateful brats....can all go get cancer and die a painful death....lolx...well it waz a money burning week.....plus the 15 bucks for mum's dae pressie = 20cents........Friday's chinablack party waz fun...classmates bdae and bao ken and kl waz introduced to "father".....hehx...yea...to the ohanians.....there is a "father" existing...but nuthing is comfirmed yet....heh
so DUN ask......
and so another dae of alvin foong's life hav been recorded into the annals of the Foong family logbook.....well..once again we kids did the cooking...ytd waz mum's side dinner and it turned out realie gd! todae waz no different...with phrases like "wa...can open restaurant alreadi man" and "y so slient? cos enjoying the food lar!" lolx....
followed by mj playing and soulful renditions of "only you" and "moonlight river".....man...even the speakers were vibrating with disturbance.....my auntie can reallie go freaking high.....higher then a high C i reckon......tml wld be another dae out...i reallie want a quiet time at home.....me and my band of brothers dvd........sighz..........
You are most likely to be the Vampire
Chevalier!
The Chevalier personifies the vampire that acts
with noble intentions, despite what it is
capable of. Taking a conflicting nature and
resolving its issues, the chevalier both
embraces and yet keeps the vampiristic nature
in check; the hunt and taking of blood is
enjoyed greatly, yet is restricted to those who
willingly give, 'wrong-doers,' or is taken in
self-defense; its powers are also embraced
willingly, yet while it blatantly and proudly
uses them, those that harm are only used in
self-defense or in the defense of others. The
vampire charm is used in full, and the
chevalier appears as one of the most alluring
of all vampires, often lordly in appearance as
well. Because of the open embrace of its powers
and seemingly royal stature, the chevalier
often is an immensely powerful vampire.
Dominant personality trait: Pride
Dominant color: Gold
Fictional Vampire Examples: Meier Link ('Vampire
Hunter D: Bloodlust'), Jean-Claude ('Anita
Blake: Vampire Hunter')
Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
the night? Come this way...
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7.5.04
the wings of freedom has juz sprouted...as i leap off the cliff and into never ending sky..i smile to myself.....wat a nice feeling this is......As i beat my wings..i ponder over the past dull and bland life tt i had...though colourful patches were sewn on, it waz a generally stressful episode......i try to fly higher into the sky....no shackles of work and social constraints...no more burdens or times of stress...........i AM FUCKING FREEEEEE!!!!!
schs over btw...:P portfolio and final proj presentation went rather well...had a few jokes with the examiners and all....so much betta then last yr.....i am freaking happy nw.....cos of freedom.....and her...:)
26.4.04
realisation burst through my head like the crashing of the bowling ball into 10 pins........it never felt so clear before...(partly due to the hair cut..:P) i am sorrie i ever doubted u...ur actions...ur reactions....i am sorrie i ever caused u agonising pain or regrets.......my feet are rooted firmly to the rocking and tubulerlanic boat tt is cresting the open sea....it shall always stand firm over ani tribulations tt i may face....heh..like wat i said in secondary sch which the teacher wanted us to sae wat we resembled..."i am a thin metal pole....no matter how thin or fragile it may look...i will always be there to support or help ppl in times of need"....peeps of cat high may remember this......
22.4.04
todae is juz another trip down memory lane.....playing badminton with my peeps in sch reminded me of my childhood playtime where ani grass plot or area with a opening(no ceiling) wld suffice as the court with the cover of the badminton racket as the improvised net......those carefree and simple daes where homework waz never a bother or always pushed aside for more entertainment...be it tv or reading....yes i did read when i waz a kid....i still do......
waz coming back home when i saw my neighbour's kid playing at the playgrd...so sat down with my neighbour...(uncle) and talked....abt life....future and money....hmm....i realized the kid looked alot like me when i waz young...and the playing style waz the same too! always playing in the sand and sliding down the huge slide.....yes it waz a sand filled playgrd previously.....nw its all rubberized..........sighz......all my fav haunts and areas are juz slowly disappearing like each passing cloud....
Beatles: In My Life
There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All this places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
In my life-- I love you more
18.4.04
11.4.04
What Color Is Your Aura?
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.
The 5-Factor IPIP Personality Test
Alvin, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Inspirational
You inspire others around you with your creative energy and thirst for new experiences. You are exceptionally curious and aren't afraid of learning new things — which is probably because you tend to focus on the potential positive outcome of any experience rather than dwelling on the potential negatives. You are a true explorer in the word. You want to understand and experience it all, and you're especially open to new feelings and ideas. Compared to others who are open, you are unusually imaginative. Only 1.8% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.
*smiles*...hw true...tickle reallie is gd...test and all are mostly accurate and right to the dot...guess all tt showing of "PHD certified" ribbons around the webby is justified...haha....had a nice time seating down watching Yanni in concert DVD with my dad while having a beer each....we were juz toking abt music during the show and i waz actually having a gd time....its been a long time since i done anithing liddat with my dad...an one on one thing.....rather rewarding...:)
juz embarked and stepped into a new direction last night....alot of truthful and sincere stuff waz said over the phone....conflicting feelings are juz messed up like tt intricate but delicate lil`porcelain vase broken on the floor.....*shakes head* guess i am juz a noob at stuff like tt...lala..i guess there's never enough to learn huh..... and i am supposed to be doin work....haha..
*smiles* more work needed to be done...slp wld nt be an option for the nxt 3 wks..sighz........
The Influence of Birth Order
Alvin, your position as youngest child shows most strongly in your social skills.
Similar to other youngest children, you are probably easygoing and charming. Because you were the youngest in the family, your natural survival instinct was to seek protection from older members of your family. To accomplish this, you learned some important skills. First, you leaned not to be shy about openly expressing your affection and love. In addition, you became adept at reading how people feel about you. You're likely very perceptive, and skilled at picking up on body language and other non-verbal cues. Like other youngest children, you tend to be outgoing, active and optimistic. You are probably excitable by nature and radiate confidence and happiness. As a rule, it is usually not difficult for you to make friends wherever you go.
Birth order influences your relationship with your parents, siblings (if you have them) and how you ultimately learn to interact with the world. It can provide an insightful way to better understand your approach to friendships, romance, and how you meet life's challenges.
10.4.04
todae had the lecture on my specializations...
here are my choices: 1: Digital film and media studies
2: ANimatioN!
3: games design
4: interactive media
its in order....i guess my first aim in games design got shaken in the amt of work and experiences tt i had.......kinda hard lar...i waz surprised to find myself liking animation and film...as in i juz enjoyed wat i learned...the work i did....quite happy and all.....and animation is like one of the most work tt has to be done module....wat is a slacker like me doin in a module liddat?? worse still...i LIKE it.........hahaha......ah well...juz hope i get into film....onlie 1 class catering to 20 students....like wat the fark? and give excuses like insufficient equipment or "catering to market demand"....bunch of bulll..........
"the characteristic of a genuine heroism is its persistency. All men have wandering impulses, fits and starts of generosity. But when you have resolved to be great, abide by yourself with the world. The heroic cannot be the common, nor the common the heroic"
Your addicted to.....
Alcohol!
Mmmmmmm, Mmmmmm, Bitch! I like you, alcohol is one
of the better things to be addicted to. The
only bad part is it makes you feel like doing
nothing and the next morning you get a terrible
hangover.
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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4.4.04
its back to the "y does todae pass so damn slowly" period again....a period where everything i do is juz bland and plain with no touch of colour watsoeva...be it games or work.....juz feel like shutting myself of this world and juz stare blankly at my own lime green walls of my room....yEs ppl...i like green...hax
i am starting to get rather detached frm my frens so i figured...mabbie its juz me...juz sumhw realised tt i dun reallie know my frens as well...dun even noe what a "fren" means....to me...all my "frens" are juz mere acquaintances whom i see everydae...passing faces tt fade in whenever there is an event and then juz leave all together when the podium is being dismantled....closeness is like the gust of wind...sudden, cooling and fast...too fast to even hold on to...tok abt warmth...haha
mabbie its coz i nv reallie belonged to a single grp....though there is one in existance....i juz feel tt its a cold and furnitureless room tt we all juz gather in there for the sick of "attendence" and "face".....yes...it sure is hell fun being with them but after u leave...u juz hav forlorn feeling inside u tt leaves u wanting more?
seeing my cuzzins for after so long juz brings a smile to my face...both sides i mean....ytd and todae...i am glad tt my entire family is pretty close together....wouldnt want to know or experience wat a broken family with this uncle hating tt uncle and all tt be..........sad....
hw true...hw true....
| ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population. |
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1.4.04
passion of christ touched me like no other medium of the christian world ever did....juz reflecting and remembering the crucification scene....broke down juz nw....cldnt help it actually.....everytime the hammer fell on the nail...i waz flinching inside....i remembered clenching and unclenching my fist...as if it waz in terrible pain...but wat broken my resolve waz the nail thru his soles.........my defense and distance against the whole christian idea juz crumbled.....juz walking out of tt cinema and looking at all the ppl arund me....the ignorant grp of ppl....juz thought in my head "and jesus actually died for all these ppl including me"......i dunno...nv felt anithing like this.....shall go ponder.......and pray...
You are a forest shadow. Your essence is that of
the tree or beast that casts you upon the
earth. You feel a purpose to be in balance
with the cycles of life and are wise and
beautiful in your submission to the justice of
Mother Nature. You are peaceful in nature and,
though you feel small, your spirit is precious,
strong, and mighty as the (green)forces with
which it is affiliated. (please rate my quiz
cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)
What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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25.3.04
man..its been hw long?? gosh...sorrie peeps...past 2 wks waz juz soo damn busy...this wk is no exception...with each assignment done comes a bloody NEW one.....haha...at least sum breathing space before the rat race starts again...i nw understand my senior's words..."yr 1 betta play all u can...." lol....
well...anihw...i am please to report most of my assignments attained Bs...improvement? hm...lets nt get too haughty...pig-headed is nt wat i wanna be.....
"i will not die in the mud like this!!" (vlad of the wardens
poly does open u up nw doesnt it? new faces are nw wat i see everydae...fun it has been...though the old ones are tainted with a lil greyishness...well..time to bring out my huge brush and paint them all again in BRIGHT BRIGHT COLOUrs! :)hope to find them all...;)
You are a white dragon, pure and noble, you would
help humans if they desprately need you. YOu
are kind and wise with a heart of gold.
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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15.3.04
exhaustion....the first thing tt u wld experience after a race or a hectic day....i had kinda both last nite....a mad rush to finish work followed by slping at 10 in the morn at home(lecture started at 10am) which i juz jumped out of the floor with a jolt and quickly waked my friend whu slept over (no correction: stayed over...*no slp*)....after a jump in and out of the toliet...me and her rushed down via cab to sch cos lesson at 1 and loads of things nt printed for presentation..............
well i muz sae my bottle came out pretty well....THNX to my gd ol~ gal bud whu stuck with me the whole night......*smiles*
big THNKEW for everything u hav done....as Frodo would sae 'i cannot do this alone"...
cant type nor think no more.....limbs nt responding to brain signals......freaking zombie......
ah...learnt more abt sex todae too....haha..."gal's pt of view"
| Eysenck's Test Results |
| Extraversion (73%) high which suggests you are very talkative, optimistic, and sociable but possibly not very reflective. Neuroticism (37%) moderately low which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional but possibly too unobservant of your feelings. Psychoticism (46%) medium which suggests you are moderately offensive, uncooperative, and rebellious. |
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12.3.04
| ESTP - "Promotor". Action! When present, things begin to happen. Fiercely competitive. Entrepreneur. Often uses shock effect to get attention. Negotiator par excellence. 4.3% of total population. |
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true? go figure....frankly i nv liked being in the centre of attention...haha...always juz prefered to work behind to get the job done....but ppl juz thrust me into the fray...always the "leader"..."monitor".."prefect" (for a short while till i got kicked...:P) y?? surely i dun exhibit "leadership" like a bloody lightbulb nw do i?? i guess ppl nv tell me or anithing so....yea...reluctancy kicks in everytime...another thing: most of my tests list me as the Uber minority of the population......as if tts to sae i am special or wat....am i special?? *knots eyebrows* mabbie juz the oridinary joe right??? i dun hav tt "special" vibe right?? *deep thought*
i guess i juz havent found the real "alvin" yet.....
8.3.04
12.41am : NO work done......wat the hell is wrong with me...i juz find it hard to adhere to routine...the resolve tt i made juz 5 mins ago wld juz disappear in a flash of an instant.....the Devil always gets to me...distraction-wise....and the worst part of it all?? knowing tt i am wasting "work time" away but yet sinfully (but in a enjoyable way) continuing the gluttony and luxury of wateva sin i am committing instead of doin work.............WHY......i juz figured out one thing too....i can nv do things in my life the right way without screwing anithing up...be it work or a fren's matter or even juz cooking mee...hell...the seasoning wld always find its way on the table or sauce juz gets splattered sumwhere....even helping sumbody results in more unneccessary wrk to be done........i noe tt doin things will nv go smooth but....when wld i ever see tt silver lining on tt cloud?? i certainly wld appreciate a smoothful transaction or event once in a while but it seems i nv have such one lucky break......am i reallie tt unlucky? or juz plain lousy.........go figure..........
You are the Goddess of Water. You are a very
loving, you show your emotions out in the open.
You are full of wisdom. Also dreamy... You
would rather be sleeping then awake. But are
still very happy. You are most inspiration to
the other Four Goddesses since without water
there wouldn't be life.
Other Water Goddesses: Aphrodite, Isis, Mariamne,
Mari, Tiamat, Yemaya, Ran, Kupala
Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
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7.3.04
my hand feels like its gnna drop.....so tired.....mabbie its becoz of the 100 over aliens me and mok killed todae in AVP2.......whoohoo..shotgun rocks...juz do it "chuck norris" style sia....gung-ho.....lolx
supposed to chiong tonite but had din din in the end....aunt won 10 000 bucks..haha.... apparently for those whu noe wat i mean...;) rather uneventful dae i guess...
hmm..this is kinda condatictary......
Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
(hmm...nt bad sia...)
FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realising dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions
Pisces
Turn ons
Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
Turn offs
Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters
5.3.04
todae i missed 4 DAMN buses cos it waz dismissal time at first tp sec sch......soooooo pissoff...the ppl arund me at the bus stop were pissed too...haha...lucky i had a book if nt i wld did sumthing major like kick the seat or sumthing........it wasnt ani betta when i waz uber late for my frens.........
went to PS...........AGAin.....juz realised tt the plastic bottle waz too ex...18 freaking bucks.... no way wld i spend tt much money on a bloody assignment........sighz....juz gotta make do with the glass one........well...saw my net fren todae at ps...though we didnt tok as her cuz waz there and she waz afraid or sumthing...anihow....we onlie confirmed when i msged her.....we were sitting directly oppsite each other u see...hahaha.....so it waz a look, a smile, then i had to leave........haha..sum meeting....
heh...big mac on the way frm turf city....happy dae! :)
pissed off at Knights sia.....kept kicking me off the server...shant play it animore...hmpf...
hmm..tis is pretty accurate...
Five; the number of instability and imbalance,
indicating change and uncertainty. You're
drawn to many things at once and commit to
none. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a
five. And proud of it. Because Fives are
adventurous, energetic, and willing to take
risks. Fives enjoy travel and meeting new
people but may not stay in one place for very
long. Fives can be conceited, irresponsible,
quick-tempered, and impatient. Please rate my
quiz.
What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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4.3.04
phew...jus came back...seems like me john and shin left his hse for "dinner" at 1130 but toked cork till 145 then we left??
dnno hw also lar....cars cars and more cars.....hand feels reallie tired....played winning eleven6 for 2 straight hrs....lol....no wait...it waz 8 to 11....
still havent go PS and get my bottle for my DF work........sighz....muz go down todae again......jus realised tt i went down to dohby ghaut everydae since mon.....wat is wrong with me........lolx...suppose to be at zouk todae.....jus....didnt feel like goin..0_o
i find tt coming back late at home sucks......when u open the door...pitch darkness first greets u....as u reach out for the switch...still air invades ur nostrils as u step into ur hse.....there is no activity nor life in the dark and big hse.....a feeling of emptiness jus overcomes u like a wave...u always get the feeling to jus quickly close the door and run up to the warmth of ur own room where the light is always on and the bed is always soft and inviting.....to u...the hse will always seem detached whenever ya in ur own room......my own little space.....
shant write animore...hand is REALLIE tired........
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
What type of eyes do you have?
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2.3.04
"Through the lens of history, war seems to function with a frightening punctuality, like a murderous music box. Battles are no more than clockwork mechanisms of death, a drama of destruction with each act flowing naturally into the next, until one side or the other is vanquished.
For those of us trapped in the middle of the war, there waz nothing but raw panic broken by periods of total exhaustion. No one, not even those who supposedly did the planning, had any clear idea of the forces we were dealing with, until it waz too late to change.
Clockwork? Perharps. But i prefer to think of it as a timer on a bomb we were feverishly disarming, hoping we could finish before the damned thing exploded in our collective faces."
well...4 daes hav passed since i am 18...haha...pretty much the same actually...no big diff...or its becoz i dun hav the cash to do all the stuff i wan....hahaha...
having my exam-break nw.....which is like another hol` cos i dun hav exams nw...muahah...things are goin smoothly i guess....in terms of work and frens...so...happidee! :)
You are a water spirit known as an Undine. Undines
are usually found in forest pools and
waterfalls. They have beautiful voices and can
sometimes be heard singing over the sound of
the water. An offering of perfume will keep
them in your favour. Love rules in this
'watery' creature.
What Magical Creature are You?
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29.2.04
hmm..bdae ytd apparently...firstly...a big THNXS to all whu went for the din din...ohana ppl it sure waz nice celebrating with u guys though i got pissed drunk and all?? company is certainly appreciated....
nt forgeting my frens whu didnt forget or my other frens....
well...18 FINALLy....though nw the benchmark is 21....3 more yrs! heh....
so hw do i feel when i am 18? do i feel older? do i feel grownup?? frankly...i am quite hungry...:p
it does hav the feeling of liberation, MORE responsibility and a longing to look and plan ahead....which is totally out of my character but....it sure is time to start thinking.....poh...ah well...i am 18....smokes, drinks, clubbing, driver's licence! here i come!!!!
heh leng...ur performance ytd waz kewl....gd even! gd job i muz sae...well...on goin to the finals? u guys deserved it right dre??
Pisces Drinking style:
If you're a Pisces, you've probably already heard
that you share a sign -- and an addictive
personality -- with Liz Taylor, Liza Minelli
and Kurt Cobain. Not only do Pisces like to
lose themselves in the dreamy, out-there
feeling that only hooch can give, but they
build up a mighty tolerance fast. Who needs an
expensive date like that? On the other hand,
theyre fabulously enchanting partners, whether
in conversation or in crime. With the right
Pisces, you can start out sharing a pitcher of
margaritas and wind up in bed together for
days. The phrase "addictive
personality" can be read two ways, you
know.
Alcohoroscopes- what do the stars say about your drinking style
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27.2.04
its been long...hehx....well..juz finished reallie sketchy and rather rough drawings...waz half dead doin them so........haha...they wld juz hav to do....am i improving?? with a lil~ more prac? by george i think i can sae yes! hmm...late start?? well...at least i am starting.....sighz...juz worrie it aint too late....haha...
so whens my bdae...oh yesh....sat.....which means lunch with family and steamboat with family (ohana) at marina at nite and TT means getting poled...man...hope my "brudda~" wld be strong enough....LOL......time to start taking supplements........hahaha....
hmm..mabbie i shld start playing initial D...hahaha
You can drive with your eyes closed. Seriously.
Which Initial D Character Are You?
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23.2.04
Why I fired my secretary
Two weeks ago was my 35th birthday, and I wasn't
feeling too hot thatmorning anyway. I went to
breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and
say "Happy Birthday," and probably have a present for
me She didn't even say "Good Morning," let alone any
"Happy Birthday." I thought, "Well, that's wives for
you, the children will remember. " The children came
in to breakfast and didn't say a word. When I started
to the office I was feeling pretty low and despondent.
As I walked into my office, my secretary, Janet, said,
"Good morning, boss. Happy Birthday." And I felt a
little better; someone had remembered. I worked
until noon. Then, Janet knocked on my door and said
"You know, it's such a beautiful day outside and it's
your birthday,let's go to lunch, just you and me." I
said, "By George,that's the greatest thing I've heard
all day. Let's go." We went to lunch. We didn't go
where we normally go; we went out to the country to a
little private place. We had two martinis and enjoyed
lunch tremendously.
On the way back to the office, she said, "You know,
it's such a beautiful day. We don't need to go back to
the office, do we?" I said, "No, I guess not." She
said, "Let's go to my apartment."
After arriving at her apartment she said, 'Boss, if you
don't mind, I think I'll go into the bedroom and slip
into something more comfortable." "Sure," I excitedly
replied. She went into the bedroom and, in about six
minutes, she came out carrying a big birthday cake,
followed by my wife, children,and dozens of our
friends, all singing Happy Birthday...............
And there I sat...on the couch...naked ...........
hahaha....jus got back frm a inter-jc "concert" called fusion..a concert for the "touch community" charity apparently....well i muz sae a few gd and potentially gd voices were heard alright.....though mabbie 1 or 2 fail in the looks department....haha.....the rest? hmm...onlie the outside band and the njc "effeversence" grp were gd...the rest were like medicore sec sch performers...frankly....i expected better...being in jc and its kinda like a "public" showing and all??? dun worrie gen.....u did GREAT! ;) i kinda guessed ur voice waz gd but nt TT gd! haha....reallie nice hearing u tonite....and to ur song-writer cum singer cum pianist fren.........she is gosu......bloody gd song the 2nd piece waz........my hat is taken off to her...;)
well well....this new wk wld be seeing loads of action in the work department....followed by the usual interesting spoofs and gags in sch and outings with the guys again in the wkend.....monotonous? kinda....xcept tt it usually twists and turns to make the wk interesting.........well...i DO hav interesting frens.....;)
You are night, you are dark and mysterious, you
have more than likly been through some kind of
truma, depression. you have a creative mind,
and more than likly find peace enjoyment in
drawing, painting, writing. You are closed and
hidden away from people, and hide you emotions
behind a wall which you use on people. Try to
become more open, spread your creativity, you
have no idea of how many people there are out
there like you, exposing your art and yourself
can make other people come out, so many people
would look up to your for your courage and your
spirit, your not evil or bad, just
missunderstood, so get out there and show them
just what you are made of, don't worry about
what other people think, it's what you think
that really matters. Please rate this quiz!!!
What Element Would You Rule Over If You Were A Vampire?
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21.2.04
well...did like an amazing and insanely amt of drawings todae....kicked off todae with drawing class frm 9 to 12 with gesture drawings which we took turns to pose for 1 another...haha pretty much fun....reallie hav to start bucking up.....though i do feel tt i am learning sumthing new everytime i step into tt class....ms WENDY RAwKs!! chio summore....but nevertheless...a VERy gd teacher.....:)
after tt waz a 1 to 6 straight pure animation....did my bowling ball and balloon todae....sae....abt 100+ drawings?? pretty tired and pissed as i had a few mistakes and needed to redo so......yea.....
but in the end stilll went to watch "somethings gotta give" with ohana guys~ and gal (gen) ;)
pretty gd show i muz sae! abt hw ya nv too old to fall in love.... jack Nicholson waz gd and the main actress? dianne keaton waz a bloody gd actor....still remembering the waking up and crying part....freaking farnie.....
ppl.....go watch the show......:)
You are Mario. You're pretty good-all-around.
You're most of the time the hero, and you don't
get too hung up in it...just try and let others
get a little spot-light too, k? (plz rate)
What Nintendo Charater are You? (pics)
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19.2.04
18.2.04
"friend"
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
examples of "friend"
1. One who entertains for another such sentiments of esteem, respect, and affection that he seeks his society aud welfare; a wellwisher; an intimate associate; sometimes, an attendant.
2. One not inimical or hostile; one not a foe or enemy; also, one of the same nation, party, kin, etc., whose friendly feelings may be assumed. The word is some times used as a term of friendly address.
apparently tokking abt a fren nw with my other fren.......its taxing....i seriously believe tt if we were to call a person "friend", we wld be able to accept his flaws...if we are willing to be his "friend", we wld be able to accomodate him....even if he is a selfish, egoiastic, ignorant, slow, thick-skinned bastard...shldnt we accomodate? y wld we wan to change ppl so tt he wld "fit" or be better as "my friend"?? we are always trying to shape or mould ppl into our ideal person...i feel tt if we wan a person to change? we hav to start with ourselves first....try to accomodate the person by treating him with upmost respect...if he still doesnt take the hint? i wld juz might as well leave him...a fren like tt wld be betta to hav no fren at all....less trouble less problems.....wld i be betta off with new frens? i wldnt noe...as the new footprints on the sand hav nt been even printed yet......but wld the wind blow the old ones away?? if i try hard enough? mabbie yes....frens arent meant to be frens if......he treats u the same way u wld treat him...it seems hard but wldnt tt make it worthy to call the person a "friend"?
Friend, how camest thou in hither? --Matt. xxii. 12.
tonite's quizzes are being a real bitch...either the links are wrong or the pic doesnt show....bah...shall go to slp....
feeling rather pathetic as i didnt even accomplish ani work todae.....wat the HELL is wrong with me???
this sure is long....juz look at my self discipline....18 pathetic percent...hehx....
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