i have concluded. After a week long of thrashy commercial-styled rubbish playing. Saturday morning radio is the best. No doubt bout tt.

And yes baby. I DO miss you. No matter hw nonchantlant i may be.

Close my eyes and pray to god.
That ya will be right beside me when i open them.

Loving people live in a loving world. Hostile people live in a hostile world. Same world.

You can never hate God.

You may hate his house. You may hate his practices and rites. You may hate his believers in all their overly-enthuiastically attempts in bringing u in. You may hate at how Churches have been becoming richer and richer. You may hate the fact that its ironic such believers preach but never do. You may scoff at how people donate week after week such hefty sums of money. You may feel the very "fake" mentality that people put on every sunday infront of their fellow believers. You may question the fact that its all a sham that people "believe" so that they have a "helping hand" in times of need.

But you can never hate God.

Why? Because in times of need you do find yourself asking for assistance. Be it asking people or kissing your lucky stone or bringing that 10yr old pen that never fails to give you the grades. You want to believe in God because he is featured in a light that always seem so welcoming. You find yourself somehow contented by the fact that "he" created you into this place even though there may be a overloading of science and facts to say otherwise. You find yourself praying in your most desperate hour, be it in war or famine.

So if you ask me. God believes in me and i am to him. "Its something like a shortcut from everything else. lol."
I like personal faith. Do you?

The genuis of a hole: you can spend all that time climbing out when it takes a second to fall back in.

"i will always be fond of you".

LOL.

what did that turn into.