ok. To dispel any rumours or people having blur visions.
I was on My Sassy Neighbour ep6 as the "ringit" boy. :)

I suddenly had a clear picture of why i having this liking of IJ convent girls. haha this has gone a long way back since my sec days... Let's just say this sudden rememberence was sparked of by this IJ lady i saw today.

I realised that what I like them for was that beneath that demure and pretty outlook, there laid a sharp and somewhat brighter mind which could sharpen and think on its own on a reasonably academic level. Throw in the fact that half of the damn sch is sporty and we all know how guys have this thing for a tanned. sporty. lady. Frankly, they know when to be coy and the next minute outright bitchy but yet are still the very girl(not yet a lady) that they are. I view them as smart and intellectual equals.

Maybe thats why i always enjoyed conversations with them. Perharps i speak too generally and have not met the way different ones that other people have come across. Yea. i have seen the uber slutty or the damn bitchy cat strutting her stuff across anyone who has crossed her path. But in general? The picture or stats that comes back has rather high ratings i reckon.

Cheers. To the Convent ladies that i have known, gawked at, admired and lastly. Have made friends to.. And that includes my sister. ;)

Its really funny when you see a caucasian man speeding past you, standing on his bike whilst riding, cuts through 4 lanes, and right into his office carpark. All in the span of 5s. I was like. LOL.

Here i am in office. Bleary-eyed,still feeling for my bolster,listening to the damn britney spears on radio,having a dang headache. Welcome to a day of work.

Pain is an illusion of the senses. Despair an illusion of the mind.

Ok.
Step one: Go pls.

http://www.starhub.com/cabletv/promotionsandevents/eCity/

Step two: VOTE pls. "buggers"

Step three: Repeat the following steps as many times as possible.

haha thanks for doing this...i am ASSUMING u did. Its done by me and 4 fellows malay brothers.. The voted team might get cash so..do ourselves and favour by helping me ya? LOL. THANKS AGAIN. (i am still assuming.)

FUCK MY FUCKING ROUTER.......FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ok. I HAD to get that off my chest..lest the neighbours think i go mad or something..This past few days have resulted in me being a jerkass and all..sorry u. Sorry for all the worry and slpness nights i caused u. i kinda sorted out my thinking. And yea. It was painful. Guess it was the companionship that i really craved. having only U as my ONLY sms bud, phone bud and talking bud really sums up everything..I seriously dont talk to anyone xcept u. Not that i am scaring u or anything.

Its fucked really. I am just sick of taking the intiative. Let people call if they want to find me. Let people call if they want to talk. I am always the "chap" whu remembers and gives ppl gifts. I dont see them coming back. I nv see people sharing things with me while i am always offering. I hate calling people and see my phone silent a whole damn day. More like everyday.

Fuck this.
From now on, If people remember me? Gd for me.

shit. my mind's a blank. You dont wake up and read messenges like that at 340 in the morning. Nw i cant slp.

I cried for 2 women in my life. You were the third.

L.O.S.T.

Go watch it. I am for once. Speechless.