I turn 2 today. 2 with the big "0" behind.


*cups hands around mouth*


I AM NO LONGER A KID.


Damnit. Why can't we retard the age process. No. that sounds wrong. Imagine giving birth to old people. Ewww. But it would be nice if we all died as babies. Smaller land for burying, wldnt know what is pain, lesser space in the morge! ok ok. Why am i talking bout such morbid stuff so early in the morning. lol. Getting Old perharps.


I think i need to resend the email again. Now where is that shortcut G.O.D?


You are wonderful. =)

TO: Godalmighty@gmail.com


Subject: Please.


God. I found that the traditional way takes a little longer, so maybe you could respond to the high-speed T1 email service that you read everyday. I really wish it comes. I hope and pray for it so bad it is also driving me nuts. Much less her. I just want it to arrive so she will be spared the agony and mental torture of day after day. Please lord. I dont mind carrying few more weights on my back.


P.S: Will confess another day. =)


Your dearest child who was made in the light of you but somehow thinks he isnt at all, Alvin.

man. Havent been here for a long time. Hows everyone? =) sick at home actually. having stomach flu i think. Dun even know whats wrong. lol. And i think my fever is starting up again. Blah. Dont even have the mood for work.


You are my sunshine. My only sunshine.

I am so going to fucking DIE. Crap. I must complete my shit.


Perserverence.


I love you today, tomorrow and the days to come.

You know. I wish for alot of things. I wish things were happy as yesteryear. I wish things weren't as complicated. I wish things were back to normal. I wish i wasn't ignored. I wish I am appreciated. I wish I could comfort. I wish I knew the right words. I wish i was superman. I wish I understood. I wish I knew better. I wish things werent like that. I wish for a solution.


I wish all of the above would come true. But I can only wish.

Today shall be a non-Alvin day. Where people are allowed to completely ignore Alvins or treat them as non-existant. Any whims or noise made by Alvins are to be brush aside as pure nonsense and senseless cacophony. If they make any attempt to contact you, avoid at all cost and do not reply to any smses or phonecalls. Any reproachment of the rules will result in punishment by a non-Alvin.


10 points was good. A nice rounded score really. Be thankful u did not get a 12 but do not be sad that u did not single-point. Just stay put i guess.


Wait. Not like what i say makes any difference.

I really like the nicotine advert. Trust the British to come up with that. No wait. Its typical British! With their cold and satire humour.


blah. I really want to go into the advertising business! Heh. Just cant picture myself as a "Mediacorp" worker. No doubt stable pay. But. Sigh. I prefer short stuff. Short films are fun too! But i guess i will go into Mass Comm first. Weird that i chose not to take it as a diploma first. Maybe it was because i didnt wanna do radio. Ah well. Digital Media Design wasnt exactly bad. It sure opened my eyes. I feel more artistic! =)


The day is coming. Lets countdown together.

I wished the world was only in Green, purple and pink. That way i can view things in a bias light! =) Happy new year everyone.