25.3.04

man..its been hw long?? gosh...sorrie peeps...past 2 wks waz juz soo damn busy...this wk is no exception...with each assignment done comes a bloody NEW one.....haha...at least sum breathing space before the rat race starts again...i nw understand my senior's words..."yr 1 betta play all u can...." lol....
well...anihw...i am please to report most of my assignments attained Bs...improvement? hm...lets nt get too haughty...pig-headed is nt wat i wanna be.....
"i will not die in the mud like this!!" (vlad of the wardens) think battletech universe....sum story with a uber rich history and storyline yar?
poly does open u up nw doesnt it? new faces are nw wat i see everydae...fun it has been...though the old ones are tainted with a lil greyishness...well..time to bring out my huge brush and paint them all again in BRIGHT BRIGHT COLOUrs! :)hope to find them all...;)

White Dragon
You are a white dragon, pure and noble, you would
help humans if they desprately need you. YOu
are kind and wise with a heart of gold.


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15.3.04

exhaustion....the first thing tt u wld experience after a race or a hectic day....i had kinda both last nite....a mad rush to finish work followed by slping at 10 in the morn at home(lecture started at 10am) which i juz jumped out of the floor with a jolt and quickly waked my friend whu slept over (no correction: stayed over...*no slp*)....after a jump in and out of the toliet...me and her rushed down via cab to sch cos lesson at 1 and loads of things nt printed for presentation..............
well i muz sae my bottle came out pretty well....THNX to my gd ol~ gal bud whu stuck with me the whole night......*smiles*
big THNKEW for everything u hav done....as Frodo would sae 'i cannot do this alone"...
cant type nor think no more.....limbs nt responding to brain signals......freaking zombie......
ah...learnt more abt sex todae too....haha..."gal's pt of view"

Eysenck's Test Results
Extraversion (73%) high which suggests you are very talkative, optimistic, and sociable but possibly not very reflective.
Neuroticism (37%) moderately low which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional but possibly too unobservant of your feelings.
Psychoticism (46%) medium which suggests you are moderately offensive, uncooperative, and rebellious.
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12.3.04

ESTP - "Promotor". Action! When present, things begin to happen. Fiercely competitive. Entrepreneur. Often uses shock effect to get attention. Negotiator par excellence. 4.3% of total population.
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true? go figure....frankly i nv liked being in the centre of attention...haha...always juz prefered to work behind to get the job done....but ppl juz thrust me into the fray...always the "leader"..."monitor".."prefect" (for a short while till i got kicked...:P) y?? surely i dun exhibit "leadership" like a bloody lightbulb nw do i?? i guess ppl nv tell me or anithing so....yea...reluctancy kicks in everytime...another thing: most of my tests list me as the Uber minority of the population......as if tts to sae i am special or wat....am i special?? *knots eyebrows* mabbie juz the oridinary joe right??? i dun hav tt "special" vibe right?? *deep thought*

i guess i juz havent found the real "alvin" yet.....

8.3.04

12.41am : NO work done......wat the hell is wrong with me...i juz find it hard to adhere to routine...the resolve tt i made juz 5 mins ago wld juz disappear in a flash of an instant.....the Devil always gets to me...distraction-wise....and the worst part of it all?? knowing tt i am wasting "work time" away but yet sinfully (but in a enjoyable way) continuing the gluttony and luxury of wateva sin i am committing instead of doin work.............WHY......i juz figured out one thing too....i can nv do things in my life the right way without screwing anithing up...be it work or a fren's matter or even juz cooking mee...hell...the seasoning wld always find its way on the table or sauce juz gets splattered sumwhere....even helping sumbody results in more unneccessary wrk to be done........i noe tt doin things will nv go smooth but....when wld i ever see tt silver lining on tt cloud?? i certainly wld appreciate a smoothful transaction or event once in a while but it seems i nv have such one lucky break......am i reallie tt unlucky? or juz plain lousy.........go figure..........

Water Goddess
You are the Goddess of Water. You are a very
loving, you show your emotions out in the open.
You are full of wisdom. Also dreamy... You
would rather be sleeping then awake. But are
still very happy. You are most inspiration to
the other Four Goddesses since without water
there wouldn't be life.
Other Water Goddesses: Aphrodite, Isis, Mariamne,
Mari, Tiamat, Yemaya, Ran, Kupala


Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
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7.3.04

my hand feels like its gnna drop.....so tired.....mabbie its becoz of the 100 over aliens me and mok killed todae in AVP2.......whoohoo..shotgun rocks...juz do it "chuck norris" style sia....gung-ho.....lolx
supposed to chiong tonite but had din din in the end....aunt won 10 000 bucks..haha.... apparently for those whu noe wat i mean...;) rather uneventful dae i guess...

hmm..this is kinda condatictary......

Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

(hmm...nt bad sia...)
FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realising dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions

Pisces

Turn ons

Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).

Turn offs

Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters

5.3.04

todae i missed 4 DAMN buses cos it waz dismissal time at first tp sec sch......soooooo pissoff...the ppl arund me at the bus stop were pissed too...haha...lucky i had a book if nt i wld did sumthing major like kick the seat or sumthing........it wasnt ani betta when i waz uber late for my frens.........
went to PS...........AGAin.....juz realised tt the plastic bottle waz too ex...18 freaking bucks.... no way wld i spend tt much money on a bloody assignment........sighz....juz gotta make do with the glass one........well...saw my net fren todae at ps...though we didnt tok as her cuz waz there and she waz afraid or sumthing...anihow....we onlie confirmed when i msged her.....we were sitting directly oppsite each other u see...hahaha.....so it waz a look, a smile, then i had to leave........haha..sum meeting....
heh...big mac on the way frm turf city....happy dae! :)
pissed off at Knights sia.....kept kicking me off the server...shant play it animore...hmpf...

hmm..tis is pretty accurate...

Five; the number of instability and imbalance,
indicating change and uncertainty. You're
drawn to many things at once and commit to
none. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a
five. And proud of it. Because Fives are
adventurous, energetic, and willing to take
risks. Fives enjoy travel and meeting new
people but may not stay in one place for very
long. Fives can be conceited, irresponsible,
quick-tempered, and impatient. Please rate my
quiz.


What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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4.3.04

phew...jus came back...seems like me john and shin left his hse for "dinner" at 1130 but toked cork till 145 then we left??
dnno hw also lar....cars cars and more cars.....hand feels reallie tired....played winning eleven6 for 2 straight hrs....lol....no wait...it waz 8 to 11....
still havent go PS and get my bottle for my DF work........sighz....muz go down todae again......jus realised tt i went down to dohby ghaut everydae since mon.....wat is wrong with me........lolx...suppose to be at zouk todae.....jus....didnt feel like goin..0_o

i find tt coming back late at home sucks......when u open the door...pitch darkness first greets u....as u reach out for the switch...still air invades ur nostrils as u step into ur hse.....there is no activity nor life in the dark and big hse.....a feeling of emptiness jus overcomes u like a wave...u always get the feeling to jus quickly close the door and run up to the warmth of ur own room where the light is always on and the bed is always soft and inviting.....to u...the hse will always seem detached whenever ya in ur own room......my own little space.....
shant write animore...hand is REALLIE tired........

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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2.3.04

"Through the lens of history, war seems to function with a frightening punctuality, like a murderous music box. Battles are no more than clockwork mechanisms of death, a drama of destruction with each act flowing naturally into the next, until one side or the other is vanquished.
For those of us trapped in the middle of the war, there waz nothing but raw panic broken by periods of total exhaustion. No one, not even those who supposedly did the planning, had any clear idea of the forces we were dealing with, until it waz too late to change.
Clockwork? Perharps. But i prefer to think of it as a timer on a bomb we were feverishly disarming, hoping we could finish before the damned thing exploded in our collective faces."


well...4 daes hav passed since i am 18...haha...pretty much the same actually...no big diff...or its becoz i dun hav the cash to do all the stuff i wan....hahaha...
having my exam-break nw.....which is like another hol` cos i dun hav exams nw...muahah...things are goin smoothly i guess....in terms of work and frens...so...happidee! :)

Undine
You are a water spirit known as an Undine. Undines
are usually found in forest pools and
waterfalls. They have beautiful voices and can
sometimes be heard singing over the sound of
the water. An offering of perfume will keep
them in your favour. Love rules in this
'watery' creature.


What Magical Creature are You?
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