its a wonder what 3 weeks can do to u. (What abt 4 mths eh chia ehrn?)

u feel out-sync with the people here.

Everything feels either too expensive or gives a rip-off feeling.

You don't feel the way least charitable now u know there are worst off people then even singapore's misfortunate.

Everybody is just busy looking at new clothes or having a new makeover.

Worst off, u find urself wanting to go back.

Blue city? try reality check...

"Be thankful for what you have lest you could be borned without them"
Alvin Foong

i realised i am a grey person..i do not have any persona watsoever, my life is a dull piece of b/w painting that is done on cheap newsprint. The same HB pencil that started shading 18 years ago is still shading and will continue shading till either the canvas is full or it just runs out of lead. Its hard to see the future as even the present looks bleak with more b/w events to come. Is it tt hard to add colour?
All i see myself doing week after week is just a same mould...the same "weekly" events that paste itself over and over again..i am crying out for sumthing new! I know i must go and get it myself. But the trouble is...i just dun haf the willingness to!
I do have a bright purple crayon by my side. But i just dunch know how to use it! call me stupid..or wateva~ Maybe i am just too stubborn to learn new things but its just that whenever i wanna do sumting, i just lack the heart to continue it! Could the purple crayon help? Its been helping but i am very afraid it might run thin...

I need entertainment in my life. Having a "working com" only with no watsoever games isnt helping at home. I am sick and tired of my com breaking down on me. I am sick of being cashless. I am bored of home, i am bored of town, i am bored of going out to the same places and doing the same things week after week. Blogging aint gonna help but i guess its the only avenue. Even sch which is reopening tml dont appeal anymore. I think i am going thru a phase that i might shun everything and just rot at home. I desire nothing less then...well..interest?

Fuck it. Lets go rob a bank.

mm..past 3 weeks has been a twirl..Losing track of time as a result of a "no-batt" watch on day 1..lolx..am at darl's hse now to bring her to see the docs..poor lass is still sick from thailand..shall blog abt thailand tonight..dun feel "writish" now..heh..a new change! sumthing more simple...less girly..haha! though hard to see...