Post Xmas. Pre New Year.

Well Christmas is over.
Thats the pressure-cooking buying of gifts for the various individuals. Giver and recipient alike.
Basically, panicky-thoughts like "HAVENT BUY XXX PRESENT YET. DIE DIE DIE." This comes with low psychotic mumbling and talking to oneself during the blitzkrieg of Takashimaya and Wisma Atria. Recipients' thoughts will be trying to be calm, yet exploding with anticipation inside. And when the finale of the last scotchtape/wrapping paper has been torn out, there are usually two outcomes. First: " SOCKS again? -.-". Second: "OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG *Jumps around all over*. T'was the spirit of christmas.

James Brown died on Christmas Day. We will miss him so. Like what my boss said: "Always going out with a bang what he!" Nuff`said.

Ytd was nice. It was like CENTURIESBCADPREHISTORIC since we did something like that. Lets plan more alright? Spending the entire day together doesnt feel that draggy anymore. =)

Burnout.

Gosh. So busy! been shifting boxes of images around and converting English to Chinese text painstakingly block by block.
I need a waffle. WHY IS IT NOT TUES. >.<

Striving.

I need. I will. I resolve. I require. I strive.
No more wussy average frustrated chump. Watch out world. I will smile at everyone and look them in the eye.

Downwards of course. From my vantage point of view.

Contorted Views.

The sky is green.
The sea so pink.
My conflicting views.
Hurting so bad it kills.
Will someone help me fill it up.
Taking a pill wont help.
Thinking about it in my mind.
Can you just be mine?

-Foong. 6/12/06

Sound and Music.

What makes a great film u might ask. Majority of the human species will say two things. Firstly, the plot. Secondly, the actors. And they are all correct. For those two factors add up to what you might call a great movie! But if you ask them to digress further, i am afraid we will only get so far as " the director must be good lor. Special effects was superb!".

Every factor makes or breaks a movie. Factors being, Script, Cinematography, Direction, Acting, Editing, Special Graphics, Sound and Music and last but not least, advertising. Ok. Sounds heavy on the factors. I wont go through all, lest my boss comes back from malay class and catches me slacking. And yes i do have a ton of work to finish by friday! >.<

I will touch on Sound and Music for today. Sound and Music(S&M) plays an instrumental part in the experience. It can lighten the atmospheric mood or dampen it to a depressing picture. S&M (Ok sounds wrong.) works hand in hand with visuals that is showing on the 16:9 humogeous cinematic screen. Why? Some people will ask. After all if the plot is so engaging and the actors/actresses are all so good looking, who bothers abt the music?
That is precisely my point. Most people take S&M for granted. If there is picture, there is sure to be sound! But they forget that S&M creates for them the emotions that they feel during a movie.

Lets take a few examples: Recent ad for a radio station: Woman swimming in the morning in the sea. *Dark omninous Jaws like music plays*. And just when she emerges from the water, *light bossanova music plays*. The entire mood has been change and a different message shown. Very clever ad really. Makes u notice it as it wasnt the cliche ad u were expected.
Many other great moments on film that requires emotional engaging music to work. Wld you imagine the Rohirrim with their ten thousand strong horsemen charging down the flank of the orc host without their signature violin melody? Imagine Forrest Gump running without his trademark music? Or when Bruce Willis stays behind to blow up that damn asteroid with the dreamy choir with the solo guitar plucking up the melody (i am listening to it now lol.)?

They just wont work without them. Alright, think of your most impressionable moment on film. Now try and imagine it without music. Doesnt seem as memorable as when u pop in the DVD and watch it again right? I bet if you just heard the signature melody/track/score/tune of any well-known films, many will remember a favourite scene that is etch in their minds forever. Like say, the little mermaid tune where you will think of her combing her hair with a fork and the crab sebestian or the star wars intro music. What projects in our minds are green/red.blue lightsabers, The skywalker family, furry chewbacca and the ever present small green Master Yoda.

Many indie films play on that. Usually showing moving visuals but with monotonous or very natural sounds. We subconciously start to pay more attention to the visuals as there is no other medium to occupy our other senses. Namely our ears.

I needed to get this off my chest for a long time. For after all, I am a Official Soundtrack listener.

Blank*

My head is a total blank. It has this inability to give anymore thought into the matter. Maybe i shld jus give up pursuing it. Strangely, there is a sense of indifference within. Which isnt normal nor expected. I keep asking myself why i jus cant feel anything but the clouds in my head are just too thick and random. Incoherrent mind bubbles popping everytime i touch them.


Help me Alvin. Help.

What the blah!

Been hearing hilarious soundbites from all over recently. Here are a few.


Case Study 1 .

Guy: "Look at Denise Keller!! Wonder how she stays so fair!"
Girl: " In her blood right?"
Guy: "Yea. She has German blood."
Girl: " But all Germans are TAN what."


Case Study 2.

Girl1: "So you are not wearing KOTEX right?"
Girl2: "Nope? Not anymore. Want to change brand."
Girl3: "Are you sure? Let me check!"
***Loud Girlish laughing with shuffling sounds***


Rofl.

The office.

So here i was. Knocking off 10 episodes of NBC's adapted version of the BBC's "The office" from myspace.

Wait. What did you say? Me? Having so much time watching videos off myspace during my time in the office? Dont ask.

Ok i will indulge you a little. Its a monthly thing. There is a slow gradual climb to that thing of the month where u get cramps *headaches and work stress* and then for the rest of the month u have nothing.

Ok going back to "The office". If i had a boss like Micheal Andy Scott, I will fire myself. Plan simple. Go watch it.

Happy 8478162304 months baby. *It is a number between 10 to 20.*

Shoes.

Of course they care more about the inside. But the inside never gets a chance if the outside looks like shit.

Women.

Open invites!

There is no such thing as an in-between. You are either a AFC(average frustrated chump) or Master Seducer.

Begainner. and Master.

All candidates for a night of sarging this wednesday will have to undergo a screen test to ensure he/she knows how to play the game and of course, The wingman golden rule.
Sign up now in the comments section!

Why does this sound so familar?

Was blog hopping around my colleagues frens blogs. You know. A link -> link -> link -> Here.
Saw something that rang a bell.

""~~anyway, i've also learnt how funny the feeling of love can play tricks on our emotions!!! been so confused. one can have a nice time out with someone one night, then be ignored for no apparent reason. then when we meet again, we talk as if there was no awkwardness and become playful with each other and laugh together. GOD help me!!! ah well..~~""

Blog abt more matters in awhile!

Have a heart.

I don't do this very often. But it seems to have gathered alot of publicity.

I am pleased to be the 777,101 candle.

light me!

"a man who has won a reputation for valor in his contests with beasts, in all else a weakling; who ne'er buckled shield to arm nor faced the spear, but with a bow, that coward's weapon, was ever ready to run away. Archery is no test of manly bravery; no! he is a man who keeps his post in the ranks and steadily faces the swift wound the spear may plough"

Euripides the Athenian

BLIZZARD ENTERTAINMENT® AND LEGENDARY PICTURES
TO PRODUCE LIVE-ACTION WARCRAFT® MOVIE

Fantasy game franchise played by millions worldwide to become major motion picture
IRVINE, Calif. -- May 9, 2006 -- Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. and Legendary Pictures today announced that they have entered into an agreement to develop a live-action film based on Blizzard Entertainment®'s award-winning Warcraft® universe. Based on the terms of the agreement, Legendary Pictures has acquired the movie rights for the best-selling game universe, and both companies are now focused on translating the high-quality Warcraft entertainment experience to the big screen.

"We searched for a very long time to find the right studio for developing a movie based on one of our game universes," said Paul Sams, chief operating officer of Blizzard Entertainment. "Many companies approached us in the past, but it wasn't until we met with Legendary Pictures that we felt we'd found the perfect partner. They clearly share our high standards for creative development, and because they understand the vision that we've always strived for with our Warcraft games, we feel there isn't a better studio out there for bringing the Warcraft story to film."

"One of our goals at Legendary Pictures has been to bring heroic stories to life in groundbreaking ways, and it's inspiring to work with a company such as Blizzard that takes that approach with each of its products," stated Legendary Pictures chairman and CEO Thomas Tull. "The Warcraft universe is possessed of such a rich mythology and, as such, serves as an ideal platform as we go about translating that universe into what we intend to be a major event film."

Blizzard's Warcraft games have developed a loyal following since the series debuted in 1994. Warcraft II: Tides of Darkness™, released in 1995, won multiple Game of the Year awards and is still considered one of the best games ever made, and Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos™ broke multiple sales records when it launched in 2002. World of Warcraft®, Blizzard's latest entry in the critically acclaimed franchise, has quickly become one of the world's most popular online games, with more than 6 million paying customers worldwide.

"From our first Warcraft game to our latest novels, our intention has always been to develop a rich fantasy universe that could support stories and products in many forms," stated Chris Metzen, Blizzard Entertainment's vice president of creative development. "In addition to being a truly rewarding experience for us, the creation of this motion picture also feels like a natural next step for the Warcraft universe."

"It's not always the case that interactive game properties lend themselves to proper adaptation to film," said Jon Jashni, Legendary Pictures' chief creative officer. "We are intending to approach this as we would the adaptation of a best-selling novel: respect the essence of all that it is but also build upon that fertile base while translating it into a new medium."

Further details about the upcoming Warcraft movie, including director, cast, and targeted release date, will be revealed in the months ahead.


Omg. Do you know what this means????? The world of LOTR (insert: more colourful and rich races/characters) to be seen!) coming back to the main screen!

Lets hope it won't turn out to be another Doom. Even John Carmack(programmer of original DOOM) will vomit blood the second time and go "mmm" after that. (he does this in his everyday speech at the ends of sentences)

Then again. warcraft being from blizzard? Looks like another looong wait..Though quality will NOT be compromise. ;)


Can't wait!

Ah. This might explain the years that have gone by.

I miss worship.

Ha.

Oh yes! I am posted to Pioneer Magazine Publications to do graphic design for the magazine. Ho.

That means cushy chair with a spanking G5mac in front of me. And i get to knock off at 530. PM la. What were you thinking. -.-

And so. i shall sum up the responses that i have been getting so far.

SI BUAY HENG/LUCKY/GOODLIFE/TMD/NABEI/F********/CCB/ LA YOU!

9. Health Warnings


Some people experience epileptic seizures when viewing flashing lights or patterns in our daily environment. These persons may experience epileptic seizures while watching TV pictures or playing computer games. Even players who have never had any seizures may nonetheless have an undetected epileptic condition. Consult your doctor before playing computer games if you, or someone of your family, have an epileptic condition.

Immediately stop the game, should you experience any of the following symptoms during play: - dizziness- altered vision- eye or muscle twitching- mental confusion- loss of awareness of your surroundings - involuntary movements and/or convulsions.


Please consult ur family doctor or any medical specialist before commencing in any form of games thank you.

Ho. I am back. And this is my new life:


Comd SAF BMTC congratulates you for your successful completion of the BMT.

Your Posting Order is listed below:
1.You are posted to
MINDEF PUB AFF.
2.Your vocation is
ADMIN SUPPORT ASST.
3. Your are to report to:
Gombak Base, RM #01-26.


Happy 13th mth.

Gosh. I feel like i have known you my whole life.

And yes. Somehow. It still feels the same like the first 3 mths!

Omg. You properly think this site is "dead". I wouldnt blame ya. After all, army or no army, i havent been updating.


Yes. I am currently serving the army. Out on the 2nd night of book out book out book out day!
Realising how LUCKY is it to seat on my chair and type this crap out. Even my keyboard feels foreign to me. Blah.


Its pretty alright inside. Fun i would say. With all the whacky and nevertheless, HORNY bunk mates, along with "ORD" mood Platoon Commanders and "in the love" sarges.


Anyhow, i need to go off to rest. Ulysses!

Gosh. I have never gone this far. So clearly. There is the big unknown.


But i am clearly enjoying every moment of the eleven months so far. =)

Germany won! =)


But damnit. I lost money. =(


But i still love ya baby! =)

LOVE YOU!
<3
(i hope germany wins hohohoho)

Having a long and lengthy mazey customer service helpdesk does really work. After all that number pressing and comatose instructions, you just don't feel angry any more.


Worse still, you will forget why and what you was angry with them in the first place.


Screw Singnet.

Well. Lao Pei day was on Sunday. Its a day where we celebrate and appreciate all the silent and quiet support that Lao Peis give. Its a day where we reflect on the little things that they usually do like fetching us around(driving is tiring work!) or being the ever-ready handyman in the house. Its a day where we pay tribute to a man called our Lao Pei.


Happy beLATED Father's day my dear Lao Pei.


Dinner was pretty sucky though. Lol. NV NV NV ever try the Blk 441 Kovan Central Steamboat. Where the 50 something waitresses dress in semi-night gowns and serve pretty bland soup and many-a-boned fish slices.


Oh yes. I just officially graduated from NYP today. Had the dang ceremony at 10am, though we had to report at a friggin 830am. Not that it mattered as graduates and relatives likewise strolled in late all with the confused look while gathering the smug early faces staring at them amused.

The ceremony went fine. I remembered to look at the CAMERA and SMILED. Hope my 5 bucks was worthed it. Some just looked blankly at the photographer while others turned to look at the wrong spot and turned just in time to see the flash going off in their face.

I was a little disappointed though. We didnt get a actual group shot. I was so hoping that my people would be a little more spontanous. After all, this will be the last ever chance we will be meeting up as a big group. Unless due to some logistics and intiative miracle, it seems i gotta start making more phonecalls.


Sigh. Happy Graduation Day to the Class of Dmd 0302 and 2006 DFV.

hey ho! Sch hols are left with a week or 2. Like i have anything to do with it. Like. Everyday is an holiday. What a contrast to schooling life. Then again, Ns is beckoning so it will most likely be another everyday job. Crap.

Stupid things i have heard or seen:


~Float like a cadiliac, Sting like a beamer!


~KFC delivery now delivers until 5am! Just order before 9pm.


Like what the hell. "Hi! i would like to make a order for the soccer buddy meal."
"What time would you like it to be delivered?"
" Wait let me think. at around 230am?"
" Ok! let me put it down with the other 384023946 orders for 230am."
Good luck KFC. (For those who dont know. The last match starts at 3am.)


I love my baby! =)
Thanks adel.

I saw them cross the twilight of an age, The sun-eyed children of a marvelous dawn, The great creators with wide brows of calm, The massive barrier breakers of the world And wrestlers with destiny in her lists of will, The labourers in the quarries of the gods, The messengers of the incommunicable, The architechts of immortality. "Savitri" Sri Aurobindo

Shit. It makes me wanna join the New Earth Council and be an Earth Councillor. lol. Below is a small write-up of this group.


" You acknowledge that you are one of the aspects of this planetary being, as are all other people, elements, animals, fish, insects, plants, trees, rivers, mountains, seas, and land. You commit yourself to a process of bringing harmony and balance to the Earth, of loving, honoring, and cherishing all life and the creative force that imbues all life in the cosmos and in all dimensions. You renounce all wars and killing of other people, including executions by governments. You renounce the use of torture and all forms of coercion and the use of force to control others and cause suffering. You renounce the use of weapons that destroy life. You no longer cooperate with people in positions of authority who force others to comply with their edicts when it is obvious that they are not serving the highest good of all. You no longer support governments that destroy life. You embrace the credo, "Honor the Earth. Honor the Life force. Honor all creation." You accept your role as steward of the planet."


Right. And i will camp at the foot of mount Hypia aka "World tree" in Tolkien lore and other stories, worlds and fictional beings that have been copied from Mr Tolkien himself. God rest his soul.

WAR IS PEACE
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH.

George Orwell's Nineteen Eighty-Four was just..thought-provoking. I shall retreat into my room and recover. Lest i Doublethink and do the unthinkable of thoughtcrime. Newspeak is the proper way now. Forget the oldspeak.

sighs. troubles aplenty.


But solve thems we must.

You know. I am jus really sick and tired of the whole thing. And this isnt good. I have been trying to blow into the sails and holding the ropes steadfastly. But the ship just doesnt want to move nor reciprocrate. It is how do they say it.."Knock the winds out of my sails". It just plain sucks when one just doesnt respond back. Or questions "how" to. Its really hard to act "normal" when everything is plainly not.


I don't wish to be in trouble. Fuck.

I feel neglected. Like a old soft toy cast aside at one corner of the bed. Picked up to be cleaned and used only when there are guests in the house. Its no fun having and experiencing such feelings. Like i can drop everything in an instant just to do stuff but i don't seem to get reciprocration back. Like its unappreciated or worst still.


Expected.


I dont mind doing it actually. It being rather fun and meaningful. I do seek words of encouragement or thoughtful actions that are done for me. I do crave for a hug instead of me always giving them. I do wish that i get to eat sausages and eggs almost every week. I do wish that i am around you more often. Maybe i am asking too much. Or maybe i am making groundless statements. Maybe i shld just shut up and continue on. Maybe.


Its funny that how two can just have nothing to say suddenly. Like one is suddenly just tired of the whole thing. If thats the case in such short time, what about 20yr old marriages? I assume 3/4 of the marriages out there are pretty short on conversations xcept on the basics like kids, work, house, car. So its, "i carry on because of my kids." or "I carry on because its been so long already. Never MIND la." Does that mean they absolutely stop talking already? That topics are so exhausted tt there is absoutely nothing to talk about? Then what about the "oldness". dont they just get bloody sick of one another? So bored with each another? How do they overcome that? My friend wld say, "This is relationship". Which doesnt really explain much but makes a hell lot of sense at the same time.


This is almost the same with the last one. Around the same duration too. Is it me? Am i just too boring or what. Sure i dont wake-board or fly off to the alps for skiing during dec hols. I just bum around and work. Yeah. Work is a major factor on "free" time. Which i dont get alot. End of this month is another job that is a fucking 6 day wk. With my only rest day on a Friday. Sighz. All for the bacon, and of course experience. Plus i know house comm and school isnt exactly very slack either. Not that we can help it. But as was said, "Got to make free time lor." Yea. but making free time means not seeing friends. Now thats clearly impossible to do. Frankly. Its not anybody fault. As what was said, "We got to put in effort." But what is effort? How do u define or rate effort by everybody? Everyone's standard is different. Compromise? I believe its more of a mutual understanding between two people. How much u can give or take. How much you can expect out of this.


I am really optimistic abt the future. Why worry about the unknown future when you have the present to enjoy! To ask unanswerable questions like "why" or "how" is like swimming in the ocean to try and reach the sun in the horizon. Why let such questions ruin the time that you can spend wisely and meaningfully which will in turn bring happy memories! Thats why i always found it useless to ponder and retrospect on the future. And i do believe that: What we do now makes the difference.


This isnt a "i cant talk to you" or "lets break up" note. Its more of an expression of my pent-up feelings. As you may know, i dont usually talk about such stuff. Though i am talkative when the situation calls for, whenever it comes to this, i just go blah. I am certainly no SNAG or any stuck-up MCP but just a little boy who believe in respecting and speaking for the lady. I believe in holding the door for her and if so, carry her across huge impassable puddles(putting the expensive adidas sweater on the floor is not an option). I believe in caring to the fullest when its really needed most. I believe in trying to protect any type of harm from the lady. I believe in doing acts that will degrade myself but yet make her laugh. I believe in serving her first so that she will serve me later. I believe in rubbing her feet every night so that she can face the world tommorow.


I believe i love her.

NYP sucks.
Just plain yucks.
Never go there.
Or you will have less hair.
You think all is fair.
But all you eat is air.
Even if you work hard.
It will all become fart.
So tell me, are we smart?

Gosh i need a slap. Or maybe many many slaps. Less then 2 days. Wtf.

Well. After the hormones raising, tongue in the cheek, victoria secret show with the all fantabulous gisele bundchen and the sultry siren adrianna lima and "i cant host a show" heidi klum and lastly the fiery Tyra Banks, I am treated to the bite-size snippet of Miss Singapore 2006. I mean, even though VSS was a repeat, isn't it insulting or concidentally placed? Not that the Chicks on MS06 arent bad. (Ok. Most of them are.) But viewing them immediately after a lingerie show where 25 of the hottest women were strutting and flaunting every part of their.....lingerie. You cant help reflecting and comparing can you?


Sad. Really sad. Still. Kudos to the ladies of MS06. At least they have the balls to sign up. And be seen by almost 3 million people in Singapore. Cheers!


Arsenal went through. The only English hope remains with them. Strange to empathizing with them when 2 seasons ago we were uber rivals to the race to the top. Yup. Glory Glory United!

Its official. I agree with all the men out in the world. WOMEN ARE A DISTRACTION ON THE ROAD. lol.


Driving on a uber wet rainy day was...fun. Though dangerous, i was enjoying myself watching the giant geysers of water spray onto the walkway. Not that i purposely did it nor did anyone got splashed. Haha. It was really flooding at Ubi area. i think as high as 3/4 wheel height. And yes i went slow and didnt course any danger to anyone. Including myself!


I am starting to like designing. Its fun! Yes i can sit here for hours just trying to create something or do a graphic clip. But u get really proud of wat u do. Although i have little. But i have some to be proud of. =)


I am sorry if i am neglecting you. Its just that it seems so full. The timetable tt is. There is bearly enough room for me! No matter. We shall make the extra effort! =)

Like, seriously, has it really been ten days since I blogged?? Gosh, I have no life!! And therefore, no life means nothing to blog about!! Ohh, the HORROR!! ~Lenny's blog.


LOL. what does that make mine? Prehistoric? Actually, alot of stuff has happened that were supposed to make its way down here. BUT. Lazy? Check. Moodless? Check. Cant be bothered? Check. Busy? Check.


I finally finish sch. Well. Sorta. Now i jus need to haul my butt and draw smiley faces on it to show the world what a great individual i am. Tts right folks. Ma~portfolio! And i really mean it when i NEED to haul my ass. Shit. Slacking too much. Tml shall be a good working day. =)


Gosh. I wish so much for that day to come. Moving in.

Silence is golden.

Remember, remember the fifth of November,
gunpowder, treason and plot,
I see no reason why gunpowder treason
should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes,
'twas his intent
to blow up the King and the Parliament.
Three score barrels of powder below,
Poor old England to overthrow:
By God's providence he was catch'd
With a dark lantern and burning match.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, make the bells ring.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!
Hip hip hoorah!

It isnt fair. All i ask is a lil time. I am already juggling so much shit. All i need for christmas is for Tuesday to come. And the days ahead. Please try to understand even though i don't think you do. I havent given up on church. Its just that i don't agree with their practices. Or more like i feel uncomfortable. Give me awhile k? I cant just "kapow!" and like it just liddat. Blah. Back to work.

all-american rejects.
good stuff.
=)
(bobs head)

sorry alvin i have to borrow space again. and it took me a few trial and errors to get your username and password right. gosh.

it's amazing how a few months can bring about so many changes in people. it's as though i no longer know you anymore. so church might not be going well for both of us, i never expected you to give up sooner than me.
and i really looked up to you.
now i dont even see a source of hope.

budget club here i come.

Alvin in more ways you can imagine!


http://www.googlism.com/index.htm?ism=alvin&type=4

Funny. Being wrongly blamed was alright strangely. I was basically laughing it off. Like it was the funniest accusation i have heard in my life. *actually it is. Other then the library incident in Catholic High which got me banned from it.*


I aint pissed about that at all. I am sure you people all heard about accusations against you all your life. Unless you are so blessed and fortunate that you have people eating out of your hand. Which makes you either uber rich or just have a great perfecto character. The thing that bugs me most is that the way I am strangely left out of all communication. I dont blame the gal who mistakenly thought it was me. Nor do i blame the chap for thinking it was me as i guess its only human nature. Sure. I dont know them very well as some others would and i wouldnt believe it will improve anytime soon. But being "aquiantances" for so long, being questioned like that was surely an eye-opener to me.


No effort was put in to find out the truth. Neither was there any phone call demanding whether it was me. it was just: "Ok. I just heard it from my girlfriend. I am going to avoid him now. Never knew he was such a bitch." *K. the last line was my own deduction.* Even up to now there hasnt been any apology nor saying: "hey. She made a mistake. I am sorry." Or is it because everybody thinks i just dont know or am ignorant about it and the matter can just rest quietly as it is. Or maybe I just aren't worthy or important enough to deserve a apology. After all, I am a "aquaintance" aren't I?


Screw this. I am going to put on mine "happy" mask and say hello. =)


It was the best birthday celebration I had in a long time. Thank you.

I turn 2 today. 2 with the big "0" behind.


*cups hands around mouth*


I AM NO LONGER A KID.


Damnit. Why can't we retard the age process. No. that sounds wrong. Imagine giving birth to old people. Ewww. But it would be nice if we all died as babies. Smaller land for burying, wldnt know what is pain, lesser space in the morge! ok ok. Why am i talking bout such morbid stuff so early in the morning. lol. Getting Old perharps.


I think i need to resend the email again. Now where is that shortcut G.O.D?


You are wonderful. =)

TO: Godalmighty@gmail.com


Subject: Please.


God. I found that the traditional way takes a little longer, so maybe you could respond to the high-speed T1 email service that you read everyday. I really wish it comes. I hope and pray for it so bad it is also driving me nuts. Much less her. I just want it to arrive so she will be spared the agony and mental torture of day after day. Please lord. I dont mind carrying few more weights on my back.


P.S: Will confess another day. =)


Your dearest child who was made in the light of you but somehow thinks he isnt at all, Alvin.

man. Havent been here for a long time. Hows everyone? =) sick at home actually. having stomach flu i think. Dun even know whats wrong. lol. And i think my fever is starting up again. Blah. Dont even have the mood for work.


You are my sunshine. My only sunshine.

I am so going to fucking DIE. Crap. I must complete my shit.


Perserverence.


I love you today, tomorrow and the days to come.

You know. I wish for alot of things. I wish things were happy as yesteryear. I wish things weren't as complicated. I wish things were back to normal. I wish i wasn't ignored. I wish I am appreciated. I wish I could comfort. I wish I knew the right words. I wish i was superman. I wish I understood. I wish I knew better. I wish things werent like that. I wish for a solution.


I wish all of the above would come true. But I can only wish.

Today shall be a non-Alvin day. Where people are allowed to completely ignore Alvins or treat them as non-existant. Any whims or noise made by Alvins are to be brush aside as pure nonsense and senseless cacophony. If they make any attempt to contact you, avoid at all cost and do not reply to any smses or phonecalls. Any reproachment of the rules will result in punishment by a non-Alvin.


10 points was good. A nice rounded score really. Be thankful u did not get a 12 but do not be sad that u did not single-point. Just stay put i guess.


Wait. Not like what i say makes any difference.

I really like the nicotine advert. Trust the British to come up with that. No wait. Its typical British! With their cold and satire humour.


blah. I really want to go into the advertising business! Heh. Just cant picture myself as a "Mediacorp" worker. No doubt stable pay. But. Sigh. I prefer short stuff. Short films are fun too! But i guess i will go into Mass Comm first. Weird that i chose not to take it as a diploma first. Maybe it was because i didnt wanna do radio. Ah well. Digital Media Design wasnt exactly bad. It sure opened my eyes. I feel more artistic! =)


The day is coming. Lets countdown together.

I wished the world was only in Green, purple and pink. That way i can view things in a bias light! =) Happy new year everyone.

Manchester United won. (:


I love you baby.

I am so burnt! Damn red.


Sighz. Am i suppose to shrug and say nothing? I guess so. Cos there aint anything i can do about it!


But i do honestly trust u. I do. Just jaded. Nothing all.


The days have past by so forlornly.

Gosh. I am really lonely. I think i am retreating into the shadows of my room. I AM A HERMIT. There is no desire to step out or anything. Nor do anything constructive. Its like the com is on constantly. Man. I need some outlet. Or contact...of the human kind. Let see. Close friends: few. Not so close friends: Many.


Now where does that result in? Blogging this right here and now. I know ya busy. But it still doesnt help that I always have this hope for some form of contact throughout the day. Which comes at the end. Oh well. You gotta live with what you have.


The grass is greener on the other side.

"Your level of complain determines your capacity, which determines your leadership & what you can do to influence others."


Spinning: Royksopp - What Else Is There.

Main highlight of today: PRUDENTIAL PATHFINDERS 2006 GALA AWARDS DINNER.


Lol. I was suppose to cover a Insurance company. So i got invited. And yes. Poor little under-dressed me was sitting amongst the many insurance agents at Marriot hotel. Hey mind u. I had my best short-sleeved shirt on and not so slacky dress pants. Maybe i dont look as tacky as the chap who basically wore like he was on his way to his client's house and took home the 20yr long award. But everyone were all poofed up hair and zany dress up. But. BUT. If i will take up a job i will be a insurance agent. You never know when u might meet ur life partner. My gawd. The women *not girls* were so hot. Gdness. No wonder i see so many young steads too.


Alright Alright. I did what i had to do. Albeit the shakiness and dark moody lighting. Sighz. I worry about the usage of the footage. Bah.* I will try again next time.* They were nice though. None of that "they will bombard u with small talk and start approaching u." Or maybe i was like the youngest guy there. Lol.


I would never harm you. Or us. I promise. And i shall keep them thoughts at bay.

What is the number of ytd? 1.2..3...4....5!!!!! *confetti unfurls and hands up in the air!*


My bandwidth is suffering now. Considering that i hav discovered the joys of limewire! hm. i may be moving to a new site. Or shld i stick with the old one. bah. dunno. Damn the fusion show. More work for people who arent even gonna take up the line of work scope tt they are studying nw.


I could kiss you all night long.

Like omg. I am going to get fat if u continue pumping me with food. But not to worry. I havent gain anything yet. Just checked.


Lol. i Blogged. Haha sorry if u guys dont have anything new to read everytime u click here. Its jus that. I dont see a need nor am i compelled to like blog everyday. Soon. Posts will like degenerate to My postcard collection on my wall is getting bigger!


Ok ok enough. I need to get down to start doing things. Been delaying stuff for reasons God knows why. I need discipline in my life. Then again, whu doesnt.


Today was fun baby. Long live Steph Song! Now i have two of two copies! I cant wait for sunday. :)

``I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a
necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.'' -Dr. Seuss

That i totally agree. :)


Hm. maybe tts why i am full of crap sometimes.