I am not cynical. At least not today.


Church is good.


Get well soon. I swear i will NEVER give u any other form of medication. I am sorry. Really. I am.


voel eovl eolv evol voel lvoe loev lovee. :)

What the fuck. So it has finally come to this huh. Zero contact whatsoever. So 8 yrs of friendship is done just like that. All the way back to primary 4. But gone in half a year. Not that i am trying. But all the doors are shut closed or claimed "spoilt". You dont just keep quiet or not answer any forms of communication just like that and expect people to see things your way and just leave the friendship. Sorry. I cant take it standing up. Not after so long. I dont wish to point fingers at who's fault is it. Frankly, I believe its personal choice. But dont we all feel cheated to be casted away just like that?


Whats going wrong that even the entire family is gone from all your means of contact? If we are that distasteful or unbearable then at least tell us or inform of your departure? Doing it quietly is just plain gutless. Or "non-confrontational" as some wld call it.


Bullshit. I call it "running away" and not giving us and me a explanation. You owe me. And I will be waiting.


All i want for New Years is my friend back.

ok. I am happy. Really! Jus plain happy. I am even smiling now! *grinz*


I apologize for the misinformation and typo for the previous entry: Man. Its fast coming 4th mths.


Actual and truthful facts are edited to show: Man. Its fast coming 5 mths. Sorry for any inconnvinience caused.


Another meeting with main family this time. Dinner in fact at Crystal Jade ytd. I nearly exploded due to the sheer volume of food and with the persisting line of "eat more. eat more." But nevertheless. I never back down from a challange that i know i can fully win. Nuff` said. Felt like a total noob. Her dad was like out-MICROING me with all his technical jargons. I had to like come up with my best deceptions such as fake buildings and mass technical rushes to keep my lifeline open. I kinda survived. With one tunnel left. Next time i will try console-style. Winning-11 him to death! :P


I watched NARNIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. It was pretty good for a kids movie! And for me! Even certain shots, though at times weird feeling or questionable, were done up really nicely! Its nice to see how real-life green screen animations getting along pretty well improved. But yes. There is always more work that cld be tweaked. Narnia reminded me of Warcraft and Heros of might and magic blended together! Nice. But no blood. Damn the PG rating.


Till then. 4 days to new years. And yet another madcap adventure. This time. Her aunt's place. Pray for me!

Well Christmas is over. But the year isnt. Funny that we feel so much for new years but nothing for Christmas. Then again. it IS a christian holiday. But wats stopping our malay and indian frens from giving us pressies! *the non-christian ones*
i think i know why. Maybe we shld start giving first. Funny.


http://earth.google.com/download-earth.html.
Go try. i found my home. and it is DOWNLOADABLE.


Visited the entire family ytd. haha. yes i emerged unscathed and unharmed. Frankly, i was unfazed by the whole affair. Took it with a pinch of salt really. Considering i met parts and parcel on numerous past ocasions. haha. Her cousins were unsurprisingly the same age grp so relating to them wasnt at all hard. Or am i jus sociable. *Perishes thought.*


Man. Its fast coming 4th mths. And i already feel like it has been years. No wait. it HAS been a few years already. heh. And now we are facing "marriage" problems. Oh brother.


Your money is my money. My money is MY money.
Celine Teo 2005

Well. Merry christmas! Ytd was fun.

Moving on: Work.

Fuck. I want to watch Narnia!

wtfh is wrong with you. you don't just lift my layout like that, irregardless of whether it's closed or not. you can sue me and say I'm being bias but WTF of all people YOU HAD TO LIFT MY LAYOUT. im disgusted. and i hate that song now. alot.
ugh. im disgusted.
and i will try, to fix you
and thanks indian friend for making my day.
alvin goes very red after just one glass of vodka mix (:
-nothim.

I was bored. So i started reading my old archives. Gosh. Did i really write like that last time? then again. i was young. lol.

Best line i read so far: [Name one thing that embarrasses you:] my fren lin haibao...:p

ROFL. I cant stop laughing.

6 hours. I cant wait.
:)

This is harder than i thought. Gosh. I even started talking to yanni. haha. Every straying moment and time is just spent on you. There are times when i jus want to not think n skip into another reality but. You always invade and shatter whatever plane of dreamlike dimension i conjure up. Leaving me alone with the cold hard empty fact. You are not around.

2 more days. I cant wait.

I nodded my way through class. Nodded my way home. And jus as I am nodding in front of this computer, I shook my head hard. I was required to meet her. lol.
Well. i didnt.