ok ok...wats love? i know a billion ppl have written over it, pondered over it, written thesis over the dang thing...so mabie i am the billion and 1 chap tt is trying to understand...hw do we distinguish love from affection or fondness? love is such a vague term to use actually...and the phrase "i love u"? it doesnt strike as deep as it used too huh...sum hw the impact has lessened with each passing century....
i would protect u to the ends of the world...i would never harm u (at least "try not to")...our lives have been intervined which such intensity yet with tt right amt of looseness which enables growth and strength.....i wouldnt noe how long the knot wld hold on but if it starts fraying..i hope we wld fix it together and build another knot....am i serious? i guess so...

well..todae waz shopping day...went suntec and secured myself a table lamp tt lights up my entire room and a new table....the current table i hav is juz a tad too low...waz getting irritated for awhile...but all gd things come with a prize.....i am sorrie dear! fer not being there and ya gotta go home alone...the worst part is i cant even visit u....geez...i waz prepared to go down jus to see u and ur folks were in.....feeling quite crappy tt i cant do aniting.....sighz.......tonight shall be a short night...juz dun feel like doin anithing....

well..yesterday waz a uneventful day...had dinner with mok and ken at bugis...had a good bowl of beef noodles behind parco in one of the alleys...aparently it waz sum famous restaurent which specialized in tt and it waz pretty gd....deserved the 6 bucks i must sae...after tt waz a sitting down at Bishan Olio Dome where my gal waz working.....stressful period for her...tt poor lass...Didnt do much xcept toking and downing our coffee while waiting for her to finish work....aparently the boss waz purposely keeping her back...dunno why..look at me..then at her...then ask her do more stuff....wat a bitch...had a gd mind to walk over and hav a gd tok with him....haha...
sat there for bout 2 hrs..had a gd chat with both of them...partly bout relationships partly bout mok's screwed up life...lolx...it can be settled man...ya juz gotta build tt bridge outta monotonousness...cheers our spiritual group leader! *grinz*
oh yea...had a couple of puffs thnx to the generousity of ken.....its nt tt bad reallie...with tt minty taste in ur mouth after u breathe out the smoke....dun get me wrong...i aint "hooked" yet or kanna "one puff and ya hooked" thingy...i wouldnt mind trying again though i gotta get the inhaling part correct to stop coughing...lol...
so the top 2 of "things i will try nt to do" has been done....way to go....

statement	percentile
I enjoy antagonizing people.	88%
I focus more on love and relationships than security or career.	83%
I am rarely scared by loud noises.	85.5%
I am the last to laugh at a joke.	18%
I would rather please myself than others.	14%
I am quick to understand things.	12%

Take Free Percentile Test

well..it has gone gold...platinium...with the final approval being nodded all the while infront of me, a sense of relief washed over me like a pail of cold water splashed upon me...there isnt much difference realie...me being noobish abt stuff liddat...dun feel anithing "special" nor "extravagant"...am i reallie sure i want this? hmm..even the stars told me so..."saw a falling star" lolx...well..my frens hav been supportive and i thank u guys for tt...:)

ah...mother's day.....and yet i hav to receive even 5 mother's dae wishes yet......all the ungrateful brats....can all go get cancer and die a painful death....lolx...well it waz a money burning week.....plus the 15 bucks for mum's dae pressie = 20cents........Friday's chinablack party waz fun...classmates bdae and bao ken and kl waz introduced to "father".....hehx...yea...to the ohanians.....there is a "father" existing...but nuthing is comfirmed yet....heh
so DUN ask......
and so another dae of alvin foong's life hav been recorded into the annals of the Foong family logbook.....well..once again we kids did the cooking...ytd waz mum's side dinner and it turned out realie gd! todae waz no different...with phrases like "wa...can open restaurant alreadi man" and "y so slient? cos enjoying the food lar!" lolx....
followed by mj playing and soulful renditions of "only you" and "moonlight river".....man...even the speakers were vibrating with disturbance.....my auntie can reallie go freaking high.....higher then a high C i reckon......tml wld be another dae out...i reallie want a quiet time at home.....me and my band of brothers dvd........sighz..........



You are most likely to be the Vampire
Chevalier!

The Chevalier personifies the vampire that acts
with noble intentions, despite what it is
capable of. Taking a conflicting nature and
resolving its issues, the chevalier both
embraces and yet keeps the vampiristic nature
in check; the hunt and taking of blood is
enjoyed greatly, yet is restricted to those who
willingly give, 'wrong-doers,' or is taken in
self-defense; its powers are also embraced
willingly, yet while it blatantly and proudly
uses them, those that harm are only used in
self-defense or in the defense of others. The
vampire charm is used in full, and the
chevalier appears as one of the most alluring
of all vampires, often lordly in appearance as
well. Because of the open embrace of its powers
and seemingly royal stature, the chevalier
often is an immensely powerful vampire.

Dominant personality trait: Pride

Dominant color: Gold

Fictional Vampire Examples: Meier Link ('Vampire
Hunter D: Bloodlust'), Jean-Claude ('Anita
Blake: Vampire Hunter')

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the night? Come this way...


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the wings of freedom has juz sprouted...as i leap off the cliff and into never ending sky..i smile to myself.....wat a nice feeling this is......As i beat my wings..i ponder over the past dull and bland life tt i had...though colourful patches were sewn on, it waz a generally stressful episode......i try to fly higher into the sky....no shackles of work and social constraints...no more burdens or times of stress...........i AM FUCKING FREEEEEE!!!!!

schs over btw...:P portfolio and final proj presentation went rather well...had a few jokes with the examiners and all....so much betta then last yr.....i am freaking happy nw.....cos of freedom.....and her...:)