wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! sch's over! a 1 wk of hols! whoohoo!
well..first 3 days have been planned...stayover at eastcoast, then movie screening at tues and bbq on wed...but the suckiest thing alive is tt i hav assignments to handup directly after hols...so means late nights? bummer~
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isnt it irritating when u noe u gotta slp but u just dont wanna?? tts hw i am feeling right now...the dull aching pain..my throbing head..my bruise tt is constantly on fire everytime i lean on my left hip..my strained bloodshot eyes..stiffen-at-the-joint fingers.. the blurry and hazy vision..but i can still hear birds chirping at the distance...am i hearing things?? no wait.."cast eyes at clock" its 6.00pm
Nw i know y....
Ying's place was neat....done up pretty nicely for a HDB..and its near my gal's place to boot! lol..hsewarming was nice..with great food and all...
ANother gal's place: Chloe
tt hse has the words "bali" "batik" and lastly "designer" its like a showroom hse where u can seat and all but can never live in knowing that trying to maintain tt chic and elegant look...lol..but nevertheless..1 cool place...*thumbs up for money well-spent*
well..todae's the first time i forsook a meal to do work....har har..Dinner was only 3 strawberries, 4 mashmellows, choc wafers and a glass of milk....lasted me thru the night huh...gosh i am hungry nw...
sighz...when u are dead tired u can go rambling on huh...haha
i HATE presents....i think half my cash hav been goin to gifts or presents of sum kind...worse of all..i still owe PRESENT money.........>.<
God..i can hear sch buses driving arund downstairs and alarm clocks goin off....
time for me to slp......haha!
Loving her
felt like the wind tt caresses my face.
Loving her
felt like the cool sensation tt mud gave me when i stepped in it.
Loving her
felt like the warmness that warm water feels when i are enfulged by it.
Loving her
felt like the tingling sensation that erupts in i everytime i eat ice cream.
Loving her
felt like the almost pure escatasic feeling that i get when i swirl ur hands within tiny styrofoam balls.
Loving her
felt like when i am standing on the face of the mountain where its beauty just overcomes me.
Loving her
felt like the smoothness everytime i felt the fabric of a silk blanket.
Loving her
felt like watching a rainbow after a rainy day.
Loving her
felt like the time when i saw the first toy i played with when i was 18.
Loving her
felt like the sea spray which just rejuvenates u whenever it splashes on ur face.
Loving her
felt like hearing the childish laughter from a lil` kid knowing i will never laugh like that anymore.
Loving her
felt like falling in love again.
Loving her
felt like everything in this world did not matter anymore.
Loving her
felt like everything nice and no things bad.
Loving her
felt like the BEST thing that can happen to me.
i love you...
well..i got gd news! and sum bad ones..lol
the gd news is..i patched back with my mon rachel chéri ! je t'aime rachel!
:) cant stop smiling...hee!
bad news is...swamped with work which as pain as the slap i gave myself to stay awake...hai......HOW! many moons come..........SCREwwwwwwwww web design! causing so much pain and misery!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY S'PORE!!!!!! and to DPM Lee Hisen Loong...ha...our very own cat high boy....salute...salute...lol
nt gonna say much todae...just tt the morning was kinda pissy cos i got kicked up to eat breakfast and i slept pretty late last nite......
sch wrk sucks....TV graphics SUCK......and worse still..i havent even started on my html!!!!!!!!
i am so DEAD........>.<
its been a long time....reallie missed those feelings and company.....sighz....but i experienced it all over again...and boy was it good..:)
gosh..town was eye-opening man....almost every gal was in skin-hugging, cleavage-showing, ass-tightening, uber short minis, skin-aplentiful outfits todae.....gdness! nt tt i was reallie looking or wat but they were all over the place...lil XMM(xiao mei mei), XJJ(xiao jie jie= jc/poly) and the uni chicks were all out in force.....*radio cracks* we got one hell of an infestation over here! haha....no disrespect watsoeva...
i am so damn shagged nw....haf no idea y i am so tired...maybe its cos of the flu...yes ppl...walking round town with a leaky nose....hw uncool is tt.....lol
one more thing.....NEL mrt stations SUCK.....they bloody hell hav NO dustbins watsoeva when u step into the control station....i mean like...wat the hell?? not even 1 single pathetic dustbin?? had a gd mind to just throw my "full of brain liquid" tissue all over the place......haha didnt in the end...."clean singapore" and the hefty 500 bucks comes into mind when u realise hw much CCTVS they got in the bloody train station......
shant tok animore...too tired to even do work tt was scheduled tonite.....bummer~
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mm...a day spent at PS...actually bout 8 hrs? hah...to conclude: 2 whopper meals, 1 "i-robot" movie (nt bad movie actually..go catch it guys! pretty cool..will smith aint tt bad after all..) ten bucks of borrowed cash on arcade.....haha..a "guy" day out...concentrated entertainment, loads and lots of bullshit and mindless toking and loads of money burned....dun noe abt u gals though...haha...
i need to talk..the cloud tt has shrouded my sight and judgement has been needling me for some time...i need a light to show me the way..."piaa piaa headlights guys? lol" wandering lost chap i am...just walking down the path tt my feelings lead me too...when the first gun just fired...all tt rational thinking and gung-ho bullshit just went out of the window..many a times help ppl i had...maybe its time for the other way round? i wish this nt be a misery for happier times had been shared in the past....but to indulge in self-happiness where ethics are in questions...raises an eyebrow doesnt it? 0_o
to love is to hate...so which is correct? for both are inter-linked and involve strong emotions and feelings....which just leaves the nut confused and lost...
irritating isnt it? at times i wonder why i think so much...then it all comes rushing to my head like a "swoosh" of a rocket (lol melodramatic) or maybe just like a blink of an eye...i do think in images...yes ppl...pictures and images like a photo album float frequently in my head...hmm..maybe tts y i can only remember faces...lol..and to think i hav such a small head...haha...
well..i like to thank the ppl tt helped me up on my own 2 feet with no less amt of dust on me ready to be dusted off...
first of..thnks so much my lil sis! ya been a great listener with advice being thrown at me to boot...(at times literally..haha)...nv knew u cld be this great lady underneath tt quirkyness in u...u sure are unique with all tt crazy childhood and mad thoughts.... dunch noe wat i wld do if u werent around to defuse the situation..or maybe its becos ya just like me..we shld all go be police mediators...lolx
secondly..the chaps and babes of ohana...u guys just dunt noe hw to stop showing concern nw cldnt u?? haha...its ppl like u guys tt i will always hav a safety net to fall on, a human arm bridge when i fall backwards from a table..hax...i dunch noe where i stand within this family..but i know one thing's right...tt i belong in the family...tts gd enough..;)
thirdly..well..there isnt realie anibody in mind lar...so yea..i wld just credit it to ani other ppl tt helped me in a way or another....
so yea..here i come to the end of my prize acceptence speech...thnkew all for listening and wld u pls exit the premises cos...cos...well its over isnt it???
Late Goodbye
in our headlights, staring, bleak, beer cans, deer's eyes
on the asphalt underneath, our crushed plans and my lies
lonely street signs, powerlines, they keep on flashing, flashing by
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye
your breath hot upon my cheek, and we crossed, that line
you made me strong when I was feeling weak, and we crossed, that one time
screaming stop signs, staring wild eyes, keep on flashing, flashing by
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye
the devil grins from ear to ear when he sees the hand he's dealt us
points at your flaming hair, and then we're playing hide and seek
I can't breathe easy here, less our trail's gone cold behind us
till' in the john mirror you stare at yourself grown old and weak
and we keep driving into the night
it's a late goodbye, such a late goodbye...
by: poets of the fall
reallie nice song...taken off the max payne2 game...haha..
Well...just saw the fireworks for ndp preview...yes my hse is able to see them........haha..and yes..every year wld be a free fireworks show 3 times....F-16 afterburners cld be heard and felt as well...hax...
i reallie need a cca...squash? or maybe guitar club...lol....oh wait...its starting again!
pretty things fireworks...although we dont hav stuff like a dragon-formed firework flying down or sumthing(think lotr)...those bright colourful balls of light sure are nice........i do like the "rain-like" ones.....my fav! hehx...
well..everything has been cleared up...still best of frens we are......scold me..say i am stupid for nt letting go.....wateva~
i am fine with the way things are apparently.....and john? i am glad she finally saw light in ur relationship....compromise is between 2 ppl...not 1...just remember tt and u wld do fine.....;)
8 o'clock on a sat evening...and where i am? at home......-_-
i just realised i lead a pretty darn boring life......i need a new obession tt wld keep me busy for the wkends.....ani ideaS? haha......
Cougar/Mountain Lion/Puma ~ The Puma spirit
represents power, grace and stealth in
darkness, but its real power lies in the
silence of its eerie, unblinking stare that
seems to bore deep into one's soul. This
teaching can help us to discover the benefits
of concentration, deep contemplation and
prayer. As we peer into the darkness of the
unknown to feel its power, we can be guided by
our puma friend to the light on the other side.
The puma is extremely quiet during the hunt.
It knows when to be invisible and when to make
its awesome presence known. Silence is its
sword and power. Silence is highly respected
among American Indians and is seen as a holy
state of consciousness as we quietly behold the
grace and glory of the Creator. It is said
that silence speaks words of the Great Mystery.
When the student is ready, the puma teacher may
bring knowledge of this powerful medicine.Cougar/Mountain Lion/Puma's Wisdom Includes:
Using leadership power wisely and without ego
Balancing power, intention, strength
Gaining self-confidence
Freedom from guilt
Cunning
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its the 2nd week of sch...so far so gd i must say..though glimspes of assignments are just beyond the horizon....bummer~ there goes my hol mood....
its been a week since its over...conflicting issues i am facing inside...part of me is still close..but the other part keeps questioning my actions...(me thinking: "since its over..wat for?") but being me..(cld nv hurt anione)
well..as ppl tell me.."i am still young"...haha..then y does a small ache appear from time to time?? y do i cry out silently inside? why does a part of me feel so empty inside...like the spark just went fizzz.....*shrugs*
part of life? try unforseen circumstances and choices.....situations tt i cant even control regardless of how much pleads and persuasion tt i pour out...it was as if the die was cast and all was needed was a loudhailer...3/4 of me wanted to fight...fight like i nv did before...to keep hacking and slashing till i reach my goal...my goal of reunification....but a small but never-leaving feeling always tell me tt its senseless...even if i wanted so much to fight..the other party wld nt like it....
Y isit tt i am always thinking abt the other DAMNM ppl!!! fuck fuck fuck!
The absence of love is the most abject pain.
-Herr Lipp
