A late night was spent on the bed. Corinne May was the only company followed by the bolster. The mood was set after spending 2 hrs on the phone. Time passes very fast when enjoyable conversations are being held. But when even the "best friend" is unsure. It suddenly becomes a whole new lvl.

He becomes doubtful, tries to squash the feelings that he always knew were wrong. It usually tears him inside out but still shoulders on due to his commitment to another close one. He doesnt know whether to allow the manifestation to multiply or simply strive to quell it.

All he knows is that his heart is not follow his head. Some say choose one. But what if both are equally painful. Is he just meant to go through this?

Equally confusing is the fact that he feels different this time. With all his past experiences and encounters, this time round is entirely unique. He welcomes change but yet feel weird abt change. Is it good? or bad?

But he knows one thing. That his thirst of companionship is being quenched. Its only the matter of the uncertainty and the fear of the "other side" which leaves him thinking: Is this spring truly going to stay or is it just a aphrodisiac?