It isnt fair. All i ask is a lil time. I am already juggling so much shit. All i need for christmas is for Tuesday to come. And the days ahead. Please try to understand even though i don't think you do. I havent given up on church. Its just that i don't agree with their practices. Or more like i feel uncomfortable. Give me awhile k? I cant just "kapow!" and like it just liddat. Blah. Back to work.