sorry alvin i have to borrow space again. and it took me a few trial and errors to get your username and password right. gosh.

it's amazing how a few months can bring about so many changes in people. it's as though i no longer know you anymore. so church might not be going well for both of us, i never expected you to give up sooner than me.
and i really looked up to you.
now i dont even see a source of hope.

budget club here i come.