You know. I am jus really sick and tired of the whole thing. And this isnt good. I have been trying to blow into the sails and holding the ropes steadfastly. But the ship just doesnt want to move nor reciprocrate. It is how do they say it.."Knock the winds out of my sails". It just plain sucks when one just doesnt respond back. Or questions "how" to. Its really hard to act "normal" when everything is plainly not.


I don't wish to be in trouble. Fuck.