Manchester United won. (:


I love you baby.

I am so burnt! Damn red.


Sighz. Am i suppose to shrug and say nothing? I guess so. Cos there aint anything i can do about it!


But i do honestly trust u. I do. Just jaded. Nothing all.


The days have past by so forlornly.

Gosh. I am really lonely. I think i am retreating into the shadows of my room. I AM A HERMIT. There is no desire to step out or anything. Nor do anything constructive. Its like the com is on constantly. Man. I need some outlet. Or contact...of the human kind. Let see. Close friends: few. Not so close friends: Many.


Now where does that result in? Blogging this right here and now. I know ya busy. But it still doesnt help that I always have this hope for some form of contact throughout the day. Which comes at the end. Oh well. You gotta live with what you have.


The grass is greener on the other side.

"Your level of complain determines your capacity, which determines your leadership & what you can do to influence others."


Spinning: Royksopp - What Else Is There.

Main highlight of today: PRUDENTIAL PATHFINDERS 2006 GALA AWARDS DINNER.


Lol. I was suppose to cover a Insurance company. So i got invited. And yes. Poor little under-dressed me was sitting amongst the many insurance agents at Marriot hotel. Hey mind u. I had my best short-sleeved shirt on and not so slacky dress pants. Maybe i dont look as tacky as the chap who basically wore like he was on his way to his client's house and took home the 20yr long award. But everyone were all poofed up hair and zany dress up. But. BUT. If i will take up a job i will be a insurance agent. You never know when u might meet ur life partner. My gawd. The women *not girls* were so hot. Gdness. No wonder i see so many young steads too.


Alright Alright. I did what i had to do. Albeit the shakiness and dark moody lighting. Sighz. I worry about the usage of the footage. Bah.* I will try again next time.* They were nice though. None of that "they will bombard u with small talk and start approaching u." Or maybe i was like the youngest guy there. Lol.


I would never harm you. Or us. I promise. And i shall keep them thoughts at bay.

What is the number of ytd? 1.2..3...4....5!!!!! *confetti unfurls and hands up in the air!*


My bandwidth is suffering now. Considering that i hav discovered the joys of limewire! hm. i may be moving to a new site. Or shld i stick with the old one. bah. dunno. Damn the fusion show. More work for people who arent even gonna take up the line of work scope tt they are studying nw.


I could kiss you all night long.

Like omg. I am going to get fat if u continue pumping me with food. But not to worry. I havent gain anything yet. Just checked.


Lol. i Blogged. Haha sorry if u guys dont have anything new to read everytime u click here. Its jus that. I dont see a need nor am i compelled to like blog everyday. Soon. Posts will like degenerate to My postcard collection on my wall is getting bigger!


Ok ok enough. I need to get down to start doing things. Been delaying stuff for reasons God knows why. I need discipline in my life. Then again, whu doesnt.


Today was fun baby. Long live Steph Song! Now i have two of two copies! I cant wait for sunday. :)

``I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a
necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.'' -Dr. Seuss

That i totally agree. :)


Hm. maybe tts why i am full of crap sometimes.

I am not cynical. At least not today.


Church is good.


Get well soon. I swear i will NEVER give u any other form of medication. I am sorry. Really. I am.


voel eovl eolv evol voel lvoe loev lovee. :)

What the fuck. So it has finally come to this huh. Zero contact whatsoever. So 8 yrs of friendship is done just like that. All the way back to primary 4. But gone in half a year. Not that i am trying. But all the doors are shut closed or claimed "spoilt". You dont just keep quiet or not answer any forms of communication just like that and expect people to see things your way and just leave the friendship. Sorry. I cant take it standing up. Not after so long. I dont wish to point fingers at who's fault is it. Frankly, I believe its personal choice. But dont we all feel cheated to be casted away just like that?


Whats going wrong that even the entire family is gone from all your means of contact? If we are that distasteful or unbearable then at least tell us or inform of your departure? Doing it quietly is just plain gutless. Or "non-confrontational" as some wld call it.


Bullshit. I call it "running away" and not giving us and me a explanation. You owe me. And I will be waiting.


All i want for New Years is my friend back.