29.2.04

hmm..bdae ytd apparently...firstly...a big THNXS to all whu went for the din din...ohana ppl it sure waz nice celebrating with u guys though i got pissed drunk and all?? company is certainly appreciated....
nt forgeting my frens whu didnt forget or my other frens....
well...18 FINALLy....though nw the benchmark is 21....3 more yrs! heh....
so hw do i feel when i am 18? do i feel older? do i feel grownup?? frankly...i am quite hungry...:p
it does hav the feeling of liberation, MORE responsibility and a longing to look and plan ahead....which is totally out of my character but....it sure is time to start thinking.....poh...ah well...i am 18....smokes, drinks, clubbing, driver's licence! here i come!!!!
heh leng...ur performance ytd waz kewl....gd even! gd job i muz sae...well...on goin to the finals? u guys deserved it right dre??

Pisces Drinking style:
If you're a Pisces, you've probably already heard
that you share a sign -- and an addictive
personality -- with Liz Taylor, Liza Minelli
and Kurt Cobain. Not only do Pisces like to
lose themselves in the dreamy, out-there
feeling that only hooch can give, but they
build up a mighty tolerance fast. Who needs an
expensive date like that? On the other hand,
theyre fabulously enchanting partners, whether
in conversation or in crime. With the right
Pisces, you can start out sharing a pitcher of
margaritas and wind up in bed together for
days. The phrase "addictive
personality" can be read two ways, you
know.


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27.2.04

its been long...hehx....well..juz finished reallie sketchy and rather rough drawings...waz half dead doin them so........haha...they wld juz hav to do....am i improving?? with a lil~ more prac? by george i think i can sae yes! hmm...late start?? well...at least i am starting.....sighz...juz worrie it aint too late....haha...
so whens my bdae...oh yesh....sat.....which means lunch with family and steamboat with family (ohana) at marina at nite and TT means getting poled...man...hope my "brudda~" wld be strong enough....LOL......time to start taking supplements........hahaha....

hmm..mabbie i shld start playing initial D...hahaha
Bunta.  Second to none; you are the king.
You can drive with your eyes closed. Seriously.


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23.2.04

Why I fired my secretary

Two weeks ago was my 35th birthday, and I wasn't
feeling too hot thatmorning anyway. I went to
breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and
say "Happy Birthday," and probably have a present for
me She didn't even say "Good Morning," let alone any
"Happy Birthday." I thought, "Well, that's wives for
you, the children will remember. " The children came
in to breakfast and didn't say a word. When I started
to the office I was feeling pretty low and despondent.

As I walked into my office, my secretary, Janet, said,
"Good morning, boss. Happy Birthday." And I felt a
little better; someone had remembered. I worked
until noon. Then, Janet knocked on my door and said
"You know, it's such a beautiful day outside and it's
your birthday,let's go to lunch, just you and me." I
said, "By George,that's the greatest thing I've heard
all day. Let's go." We went to lunch. We didn't go
where we normally go; we went out to the country to a
little private place. We had two martinis and enjoyed
lunch tremendously.

On the way back to the office, she said, "You know,
it's such a beautiful day. We don't need to go back to
the office, do we?" I said, "No, I guess not." She
said, "Let's go to my apartment."

After arriving at her apartment she said, 'Boss, if you
don't mind, I think I'll go into the bedroom and slip
into something more comfortable." "Sure," I excitedly
replied. She went into the bedroom and, in about six
minutes, she came out carrying a big birthday cake,
followed by my wife, children,and dozens of our
friends, all singing Happy Birthday...............

And there I sat...on the couch...naked ...........


hahaha....jus got back frm a inter-jc "concert" called fusion..a concert for the "touch community" charity apparently....well i muz sae a few gd and potentially gd voices were heard alright.....though mabbie 1 or 2 fail in the looks department....haha.....the rest? hmm...onlie the outside band and the njc "effeversence" grp were gd...the rest were like medicore sec sch performers...frankly....i expected better...being in jc and its kinda like a "public" showing and all??? dun worrie gen.....u did GREAT! ;) i kinda guessed ur voice waz gd but nt TT gd! haha....reallie nice hearing u tonite....and to ur song-writer cum singer cum pianist fren.........she is gosu......bloody gd song the 2nd piece waz........my hat is taken off to her...;)
well well....this new wk wld be seeing loads of action in the work department....followed by the usual interesting spoofs and gags in sch and outings with the guys again in the wkend.....monotonous? kinda....xcept tt it usually twists and turns to make the wk interesting.........well...i DO hav interesting frens.....;)

You are night, you are dark and mysterious, you
have more than likly been through some kind of
truma, depression. you have a creative mind,
and more than likly find peace enjoyment in
drawing, painting, writing. You are closed and
hidden away from people, and hide you emotions
behind a wall which you use on people. Try to
become more open, spread your creativity, you
have no idea of how many people there are out
there like you, exposing your art and yourself
can make other people come out, so many people
would look up to your for your courage and your
spirit, your not evil or bad, just
missunderstood, so get out there and show them
just what you are made of, don't worry about
what other people think, it's what you think
that really matters. Please rate this quiz!!!


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21.2.04

well...did like an amazing and insanely amt of drawings todae....kicked off todae with drawing class frm 9 to 12 with gesture drawings which we took turns to pose for 1 another...haha pretty much fun....reallie hav to start bucking up.....though i do feel tt i am learning sumthing new everytime i step into tt class....ms WENDY RAwKs!! chio summore....but nevertheless...a VERy gd teacher.....:)
after tt waz a 1 to 6 straight pure animation....did my bowling ball and balloon todae....sae....abt 100+ drawings?? pretty tired and pissed as i had a few mistakes and needed to redo so......yea.....
but in the end stilll went to watch "somethings gotta give" with ohana guys~ and gal (gen) ;)
pretty gd show i muz sae! abt hw ya nv too old to fall in love.... jack Nicholson waz gd and the main actress? dianne keaton waz a bloody gd actor....still remembering the waking up and crying part....freaking farnie.....
ppl.....go watch the show......:)

MARIO
You are Mario. You're pretty good-all-around.
You're most of the time the hero, and you don't
get too hung up in it...just try and let others
get a little spot-light too, k? (plz rate)


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19.2.04

whoohoo...spongebob is da~ man! lol


18.2.04

"friend"
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.

examples of "friend"

1. One who entertains for another such sentiments of esteem, respect, and affection that he seeks his society aud welfare; a wellwisher; an intimate associate; sometimes, an attendant.

2. One not inimical or hostile; one not a foe or enemy; also, one of the same nation, party, kin, etc., whose friendly feelings may be assumed. The word is some times used as a term of friendly address.


apparently tokking abt a fren nw with my other fren.......its taxing....i seriously believe tt if we were to call a person "friend", we wld be able to accept his flaws...if we are willing to be his "friend", we wld be able to accomodate him....even if he is a selfish, egoiastic, ignorant, slow, thick-skinned bastard...shldnt we accomodate? y wld we wan to change ppl so tt he wld "fit" or be better as "my friend"?? we are always trying to shape or mould ppl into our ideal person...i feel tt if we wan a person to change? we hav to start with ourselves first....try to accomodate the person by treating him with upmost respect...if he still doesnt take the hint? i wld juz might as well leave him...a fren like tt wld be betta to hav no fren at all....less trouble less problems.....wld i be betta off with new frens? i wldnt noe...as the new footprints on the sand hav nt been even printed yet......but wld the wind blow the old ones away?? if i try hard enough? mabbie yes....frens arent meant to be frens if......he treats u the same way u wld treat him...it seems hard but wldnt tt make it worthy to call the person a "friend"?

Friend, how camest thou in hither? --Matt. xxii. 12.

tonite's quizzes are being a real bitch...either the links are wrong or the pic doesnt show....bah...shall go to slp....
feeling rather pathetic as i didnt even accomplish ani work todae.....wat the HELL is wrong with me???

this sure is long....juz look at my self discipline....18 pathetic percent...hehx....

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Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
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Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
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Trust |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Morality |||||||||||| 38%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Cooperation |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Modesty ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Friendliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Competence |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Neatness |||||||||||| 34%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Self-Discipline |||||| 18%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 34%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 41%
Anxiety |||||||||||| 34%
Volatility |||||||||||| 38%
Depression ||||||||| 30%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Vulnerability ||||||||||||||| 50%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 56%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Emotionality ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Liberalism ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 72%
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17.2.04

back hm pretty early...supposedly to do work but u noe hw it all works out...too mani distractions...hax
well..thought it straight thru...no use jumping in straight unexpectedly...maintaining the way it is wld be fine by me....afraid of the unknown? nahx..more like juz find it unneccessary....like initial D..."lonely driver!!" right shin? lolx

work work work *peon frm wc3*

Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress. Please rate this quiz!


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15.2.04

pooh...com's fixed...dad had to go all the way to sim lim...apparently my ram went bust...or GG if u wanna call it...so refitted a new one i think?? had to pay 40 bucks though....kinda sucky...well..seems like noone missed me or anithing so...hahax
well..valentine's dae finally over..hahax...its a double-edged dae for singles and attached alike...for it juz reminds the singles abt the cold hard bitter truth...."still single"..lolx
for the attached? the trouble might be for the non-initiative ppl? yea...go racking their brains out on wat to do and end up like a wreck for the daes b4 the V dae.....nw it sounds like valkyr (drug)....haha....

had open hse duty on Vdae too..lolx...i didnt even do anithing at all as i waz on the "standby" list....kinda like wherever they need ppl then juz send this grp go....sho....my fren n i gt so bored while waiting we basically walked out of the room, went for our own "open hse"....hahahax...then later juz came back to sign attendance and i waz off! lolx...didnt do much on Vdae though...juz went shins hse to slack...and lanning with ooi and co....i am a swinging BACHELOR!!!!!!

i am confused...i am thinking tt the backrow or being a on-looking wld be gd enough..shld i wait for the lights to change?? or juz jay-walk?? *shakes head* i am wasting my time....and sabby? u juz made my mind go haywire again....evil evil lady...u noe what u hav done...hax
shall spend tonite clearing my head.....

Alvin, you're smartest when it comes to personal intelligence

Being asked life's big questions like, "Who am I?" and "Why am I here?" would have most people running for the hills but not you. In fac,t you might even relish sitting down to chat about it these quandaries in-depth. That's what personal intelligence is all about: the ability and willingness to reflect.

As one who is more introspective than most, you seem to enjoy opportunities to get to know yourself. Whether you're testing your values, learning more about your likes and dislikes, or simply sitting in quiet contemplation, you seem to like spending time on you.

In many ways, having strong personal intelligence signifies how fearless you are. You're not afraid to take that close look into the mirror and see who's looking back. Self-knowledge can only benefit you as you move through life's challenges, be they professional or personal ones.


13.2.04

i forgot to watch american idol again!! aparently fell aslp at 9....my com crashed on me when all my work which deadline is tml is inside.....cant even ON the bloody thing...sighz.....i am juz too distraught to sae anithing...........

The hundred ways the Eskimo say snow. The thousand complains we have for it.


Alvin, your most positive energy is flowing from your Sixth Chakra

This chakra is located in the center of your forehead and is often called the third eye. The sixth chakra represents your ability to see and really know truth. In your case, this chakra appears to be clear and unblocked so that positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your sixth chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to be accepting of the people and events in your life rather than pass judgment on them. You're also likely to have developed a higher level of intuition than most people have.

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11.2.04

~~~~~mind-not-blank~~~~~

hmm...damn! i juz realise i forgot to watch american Idol........suxs......
death....is it tt blurred as an illusion? too many times hav we toked abt death as if its a piece of chicken on the plate....too mani times hav we joked abt death like sum bar joke.....y do we even show such apathy towards such a powerful method of "population checking" created by god? shldnt it be embrace with compassion and feaR? yea sure...sum of us wld go "i aint afraid of death...if it comes then lidat lor..." lolx...as simple-minded fools which they are...(i am one of them) they will soon realise tt deep down.......EVERYONE fears death.....be it unable able to do the things u liked animore...or lost of love-ones or juz simply thinking tt "its nt my turn! i am so young! take tt old guy with the terminal illness nxt to me or tt lady with cancer........." it sure is laughable tt ppl speculate abt "after-death"...once ya gone means ya gone...another being wld take ur place in the ever circle of life...y bother abt all the thinking abt goin to hell or heaven...reincarnation?? its juz another way of man's big bag of excuses or lies to explain the unexplainables..............sum even claim to hav come back frm death.....seeing the bright light and all?? i do hav sum skeptism against such ppl actually....i dunno..call it cynical or hard-hearted....i wld hav to experience it to noe it is true i guess....

well my grp of frens look at death with almost frustrating indifference....too much influence of games?? tv? movies? where everything is soften and nicely done.....
either the bloody martians are laughing at us in all our barbaric boor (man killing man) or god is grieving upstairs in his throne noeing tt he cant juz wipe us off and create a new "earth" cos he apparently believes we can be saved.....can we? sure...miracles and all tt stuffs' been done...but i hav yet to seen god in his full glory or splendour doin sumthing or saving sumbody....hw are we gonna believe if all we hav is juz literature and self-imagination? ppl are convinced when they pray and apparently their life gets much betta.....coincidence? or juz fate? frankly...i believe tt religion is juz another way of "hope" tt the machines cld nv beat...(think matrix)

phew...its a pretty long entry of crap i reckon....mabbie its the songs tonite tts setting me in the mood....poofs......